Nathalie

 WONDERFUL skirt that would be necessary in my closet. Give it to me now!

You have to have faith in yourself, on other people and on situations that you feel you have no control over. And that's what i have right now...faith.

And today might be a good day. Im gonna allow myself to buy a purse i have been looking at, because today i deserve that purse, i'm going to a bball game with my dear S, then im going to my mom's to just hang out and relax. Tomorrow is a day full of my brothers games. Once again, fun.

But first of all im going to have faith today, in you, in me and in us. If something is meant to be, it will happen...sooner or later paths will cross again.

Yupp, that's right, you can't be nothing then fired up and pumped when you realize that you are probably one of the best shooters(in bball), and yet im not playing anymore. Gosh. Maybe it's time for me to get my ass out on the baskteball coart again and show people what i'm really made of. And then on the other hand, maybe not. Especially sinc eim sitting here today, again at work, with an old injury that came back last night. Time to go and see a doctor? Yeah, if i can't walk any better tomorrow morning, or even sit or lay, get any sleep, i might have to go and see someone that can fix this...god i need a miracle right now. Well, atleast i beat another great shooter in our contest last night. always something. :-)

So the thing is that work is just not all too much fun right now, actually its not fun at all. It happens, i can live with it and im still here and doing what im supposed to do...BUT when the only thing that lightens up my day is when someone texts me, it's BAD!! No website i can found will cheer me up, some peoples text msg will though....

C called me the other day...just to ask me when i was going to send him more "Swedish" underwear, his name for these boxers, and this is the fun part... And the boxes of Tutti Frutties, his favourite swedish candy. Ohh what i love that boy.

   

                                                   

It's friday, finally. I have longed for this day since monday started. Not even kidding. I'm still so tired, but i doubt that it has anything to do with my jet lag now, i think it's just that time of the year, can't wait till the spring and summer is here.

I'm at work and will be for another, hmm... 3,5 hours. WOW! That did not make me feel any better about this day, hahah!!

Time to get going, wake up and feel good about myself.

Have a great day people!

Dear Readers,

i know i havent been updating at all since before christmas, the things is that i just dont feel like it. I dont have the right spirit for it, and i really dont know what to say. It feels like there is some peopole that just cant stop commenting on what i write, comments that has nothing to do with what i actually wirte. It's time for me to get alot of things done, if not atleast planned, and it takes time and the blog is what gets put on hold then...along with alot of other things.

There is plenty of things out there, things i have done and been a part of that i want to share with you guys, but for some reason i feel like i can't at all times. I have had three weeks in Ne, USA, and i got home not even a week ago, all i have done is trying to get things figured out and to get back on track. I will get back on track, and maybe i will keep updating in the blog again. No promises and no mosts, but MAYBE i will start writing in it again.

We will see.

Love,
Nathalie

Yupp, you heard me. It's January 5th and we are having xmas with C's other side of the family. Great food and great company, can't wait to go and get some more food...yumm!! Guess who wont lose weight this time she is here. ME! Too bad.

Ohh and i think everything for next year will get figured out, atleast finished planned, by the end of my time here. YEAH for us.

Time for more food.

Ohh by the way i got a A in my religion class as a final grade(MVG).

Have a good day people!