Im a cosmopolitan girl.
My dad got home from the store with the brand new Cosmopolitan, GREAT reading. I muxh rather read the American and British version though, cuase it includes a whole lot more, and usually it sounds alot more "beliveble" then it does in the Swedish version. Owell, i cant pay like 300:-...or i guess i could if i REALLY wanted to, but i will just read them when i come to my lovely second family, C and his family. That works! Anyways, the funny thing is that i havent read it since like July's issue, i think, or August's nor for sure, but then when i do read it again its all about distance relationships. It's funny in two ways, first cause i have one myself. and second of all im writing a book in school just about distance relationships. Sooo...it was GREAT!
Another thing i liked about it was that it contained alot of information about what to do and what not to do when you are on your way up, or working your way up when it comes to jobs, and having a career.
This month's Cosmo = Great!
Big + this month is that i LOVE Jessica Alba, more so her style then the movies she makes. She is also a young owman we will see plenty of more of in the future!
Another thing i liked about it was that it contained alot of information about what to do and what not to do when you are on your way up, or working your way up when it comes to jobs, and having a career.
This month's Cosmo = Great!
Big + this month is that i LOVE Jessica Alba, more so her style then the movies she makes. She is also a young owman we will see plenty of more of in the future!
All there is is rumors
Some things, some people, dont seem to have anything else on their minds except for trashing other people, spreading rumors about other people. - wheter it is their love life, relationships, friendships, what she is wearing, whatshe did or didnt do last summer. PLEASE, get a life!
And yes, life in a high school in the US, is like all you see in the movies. They think.
And yes, life in a high school in the US, is like all you see in the movies. They think.
It's been some crazy times.
Yeah, well, i told you all about my hospital visit, yesterday i was at my physical therapist and... i will just say that it was weird. (i will tell you more later on, when i know how it goes!).
Today has been a slooow day, i worked for aboout 4 hours(waaaaay to little for this week, next week is a WORKING week, like no other!), then i had class for 2 hours, and then i went into town, to the bank and so on, then i meet up with A and we went to the mall. SHOPPING! Hahaha. Then we cooked and ate and now we are both ready to hit bed.
I will talk to you tomorrow.
My Baby is calling, gotta go. Sleep tight people!
Today has been a slooow day, i worked for aboout 4 hours(waaaaay to little for this week, next week is a WORKING week, like no other!), then i had class for 2 hours, and then i went into town, to the bank and so on, then i meet up with A and we went to the mall. SHOPPING! Hahaha. Then we cooked and ate and now we are both ready to hit bed.
I will talk to you tomorrow.
My Baby is calling, gotta go. Sleep tight people!
Have you ever?
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get in your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get in your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep
You are already in my heart, you will soon be in my arms. I found you. And i have and i always will love you so much that it could make me cry. Forever with you!
Someone please call 911.
No, it wasent THAT bad, but i did spend the night at the ER last night, i didnt get home till 3:30 Am(this morning!). But i will be fine and it was not a big deal at all. Time will make it go away. No doubt. I do feel bad that i missed work this morning, but i guess thats how it goes, its more like, i missed out on the money that i should have had after today. Owell, my health is more important? I guess so.
We decided on a theme now for our class photo, teachers, we are all gonn alook like the teachers in our school dress, dress code, suits, here we come. It will be fun, something new.
I just wanted to update, but i will be home later on, we will see if i have the energy to write anything then.
:-) Later people.
I love this room, would never decorate my home in these colors!
We decided on a theme now for our class photo, teachers, we are all gonn alook like the teachers in our school dress, dress code, suits, here we come. It will be fun, something new.
I just wanted to update, but i will be home later on, we will see if i have the energy to write anything then.
:-) Later people.
I love this room, would never decorate my home in these colors!
Everlasting.
There are some things that you know are gonna last forever. We are one of them, without a doubt in my mind. Yes, im aware of how many people that have said that before me, and how many relationship that hasent lasted, but people, we are not one of them. I just needed to clear that out. He is my baby and he will always be my baby. It's us against the world. Wheather some people like it or dont like it, the people that matters, the two of us, our closest family and friends, love us together. And nothing could ever break us up.
Im done with my homework, i guess i didnt have as much homework as i thought, i like that. Hahah. I talked to one of my dearest friends today too, H, we are planing on getting some girls together on Friday night and grab a cup of tea at a really nice and relaxed coffee house. I cant wait til Friday. I also talked to A for a long time, seems like we havent seen or talked to eachother in forever, saw her like ten minutes this weekend, and thats it. And S i havent seen for ages either. I wish we all had more time.
Now its time for email answering HO and J both wrote me loooong emails, and HO i NEED to answer your emails fast, even though you dont, hahah! Just kidding.
Well people, talk to you later!
Im done with my homework, i guess i didnt have as much homework as i thought, i like that. Hahah. I talked to one of my dearest friends today too, H, we are planing on getting some girls together on Friday night and grab a cup of tea at a really nice and relaxed coffee house. I cant wait til Friday. I also talked to A for a long time, seems like we havent seen or talked to eachother in forever, saw her like ten minutes this weekend, and thats it. And S i havent seen for ages either. I wish we all had more time.
Now its time for email answering HO and J both wrote me loooong emails, and HO i NEED to answer your emails fast, even though you dont, hahah! Just kidding.
Well people, talk to you later!
What do you do when you dont know where to start?
There is alot of things i should be doing right now, like homework, which i will start with soon. Today is a day when i just need to lay down and cry, not that that will make me miss him more, or make the bill i just paid unpaied, or it wont give me the boots and shoes i need, it wont get me the money to buy that AMAZING shirt for C, it wont give me the gym clothes i want but yet all i want to do is lay down and cry. I though working out would help, i guess not.
Time for some homework people.
Time for some homework people.
För att du finns.
I know, that was Swedish and some of you might not understand that, but just ask C, he is REALLY learning now. That is one of my absolute favorite songs right now, and i wish that it was sung in Engslish as well, maybe i have to call and have the singer trannslate it and sing it at our wedding, that would be AWESOME! Hmm...good idea. I like it!
I just got back (15 min ago) from my Godparnets house, i had some great dinner and it's just a blast being around the children. They are getting so big, they are still babies in my mind. Same goes for my Brother, feels like he was just born.- I guess they are growing for each day passing.
(I will show pictures when i go bak, forgot my camera!!!)
I just got back (15 min ago) from my Godparnets house, i had some great dinner and it's just a blast being around the children. They are getting so big, they are still babies in my mind. Same goes for my Brother, feels like he was just born.- I guess they are growing for each day passing.
(I will show pictures when i go bak, forgot my camera!!!)
Working 9 to 5
It's sunday, but there is always something to do anyways. I should be writing on our group work for our religion class that is due on Friday, so we have it done before this week starts, but it seems like im the only one thinking that way, good thing "i did my part" then i guess. I need to call the girls and see how far they got. Hopefuly something got done.
I just got back frm working out, do i love working out or what, the feeilng afterwards is priceless! Now i have to shower and then im going over to my godparents house!
Have a great day people!
Wish i could go here right now!
I just got back frm working out, do i love working out or what, the feeilng afterwards is priceless! Now i have to shower and then im going over to my godparents house!
Have a great day people!
Wish i could go here right now!
Go Sweden Go!!
It's time for Sweden to play Denmark in the European Championship qualification game. We NEED to win, buy Denmark need to win even more. This should be intresting.
GO SWEDEN GO!!!
Winter ohh winter.
I found this GREAT looking coat at Vero Moda the other week. And looking at it again yesterday im pretty sure that i want the coat for this winter. Im not sure though. It's black(of curse), longer and with a waist belt and a puffy on the "bottom", it's not long long, its about down to the mid of my thighs. Hmm..i will have to show Dad tomorrow. We will see what he says. I want another pair of boots too, an if i go to SkoPunkten i will get THREE pairs for the price of one at another store...this would be my three shoes then.
But im not sure. But i need to show my Dad the shoes and the coat!
But im not sure. But i need to show my Dad the shoes and the coat!
Too often irationall decisions are horrible decisions!
I cut my hair. Or no, wrong, i cut my bangs, WAAAAAY to short. Yes, im glad i didnt cut it all, that i didnt cut anything on how long it is. Thank god i didnt. I "just" cut my bangs. Ohh its killing me, yes i know its "just" my hair and "just" my bangs, but ohh no, its not. It's MY hair, and i cant do anything about it, just watch it grow out and pray that it will go fast. Ohh lord will i pray for it to grow fast! And everyone out there, pray for my hair to grow fast. Anxiety, like no other. Owell, moving on i guess.
My head hurts, feels like a migrane is coming closer, and i cant do anything to prevent it , thats what sucks. I know tonight will be a night infront of the TV, watching nothing but soccer, and Sweden WILL win, and just eat some good food and lots of candy and crappy food. I know i shouldent eat it since i KNOW i will be complainging about that later on, i will say i shouldent have had that or this or that and so on. But too bad i NEED that as much as i NEED McDonalds right now. GOSH, i need to get my drivers licens!
My head hurts, feels like a migrane is coming closer, and i cant do anything to prevent it , thats what sucks. I know tonight will be a night infront of the TV, watching nothing but soccer, and Sweden WILL win, and just eat some good food and lots of candy and crappy food. I know i shouldent eat it since i KNOW i will be complainging about that later on, i will say i shouldent have had that or this or that and so on. But too bad i NEED that as much as i NEED McDonalds right now. GOSH, i need to get my drivers licens!
Sweet days are always in the back of your mind.
I have really REALLY been missing my lover the past days, acyuallty i kinda cried last night when he called after school to tell me good night(Time difference people!). Earlier this week i s was too tired to really have time to talk to him, or time and time, for some reason i was always asleep when he called. I for surely cant get him out of my mind. And i love that.
When days are hard i just think about all the 100 days and more we have had together that has been magnificent!
Can't wait til im with you!
Like this, his first Swedish pizza! Hahahah!
When days are hard i just think about all the 100 days and more we have had together that has been magnificent!
Can't wait til im with you!
Like this, his first Swedish pizza! Hahahah!
Some days are not like other days.
I freaked out last night, suddenly relizing that i had done something HORRIBLE wrong at work. Owell, i guess things like that happens? And ten a clock at night when you are laying in bed, what an you do? Nothing. But i hate that feeling. At least i got it all straighted out today.
I have to say, i was supposed to go to mu uncles 50th bday dinner thing, but i cancelled, im tired and i really feel like i HAVE to get our religion project done, even though it's not due til next Friday + it's GROUPwork. I know, i should let the other people in the group work on it too. But no, i just feel like i want to get it done, get it out of my way, so i dont have to "worry" about it anymore. Maybe i will do all i can and then send it over to my group and they can "fix" it. That's it, got it.
Well, i better get back to business, i will write more later!
And Baby, there is not even words for how much i miss you, good thing i will be seeing you soon! Ohh, i just want to la in your arms!
This weeks outfits!
Sorry for the delay, but here comes this weeks outfoits, so far! :-)
Monday Tuesday Wed.
Monday Tuesday Wed.
No flowers in the park
It seems like Stockholm's fall is coming really fast, its crazy, did we even have summer? If so, i cant really remember to many good days. School is slow today,im done with all the things we are supposed to be done with, i wish i could just go to work and work some more hours then im supposed to and then i really have time to. I have a busy schedule today, always something to do.
- Class 09:30 - 11:00 --> Will work on our Religion project, then i dont have to do it at home
- 11:15 - 17:00 --> Work time
- 17:30 - 19:30 --> "Babysit" my brother and take a power walk, WITH him. He will LOVE it, haha!
- 19:30 - 20:15 --> Work out at the gym. YEAH, finally, i just hope my throat can handle it!
- 20:30 - ? --> Get things done at home, shower, clean, cook and so on.
- 22:15 - ? --> Talk to C and then hit BED!
Yupp, this whole week is really busy, and there is so much i should really get done. And people i want to see, and hang out with! I just need to find the time! Well, atleats im organized, and that will get me through this year.
Talk to you later, have a great day!
- Class 09:30 - 11:00 --> Will work on our Religion project, then i dont have to do it at home
- 11:15 - 17:00 --> Work time
- 17:30 - 19:30 --> "Babysit" my brother and take a power walk, WITH him. He will LOVE it, haha!
- 19:30 - 20:15 --> Work out at the gym. YEAH, finally, i just hope my throat can handle it!
- 20:30 - ? --> Get things done at home, shower, clean, cook and so on.
- 22:15 - ? --> Talk to C and then hit BED!
Yupp, this whole week is really busy, and there is so much i should really get done. And people i want to see, and hang out with! I just need to find the time! Well, atleats im organized, and that will get me through this year.
Talk to you later, have a great day!
Aint no sunshine when he's gone.
I miss you baby. Im just so sick of always definding things. Not just us, things. People need to know where the line is drawn between private and what not. I respect other peoples dicisions, so please respect mine and be happy for me and whoever is involved. PLEASE!
I mis syou Baby, i want you by my side, you light up my day, any day and any time. You are my superstar!
I mis syou Baby, i want you by my side, you light up my day, any day and any time. You are my superstar!
Today's outfit.
White shirt with print - Vanity
Jeans - The Buckle
White shoes - Din Sko
Brown coat - Vero Moda (Friends)
Black stocking hat - Åhléns
I have just been in bed all day, took a bath and now i just got back from the mall after exchanging some swedish money to dollars. It's getting closer. YEAH. And exchanging money made it feel like its even MORE closer. Now it's pancake time! Yumm!
What i got from my girls (The gift card!) :-)
Red big shirt, with a big thick neck 
Green shirt 
Blue polo (it's darker in real) Everthing Is from Zara, where i got a gift card!
When will the bad stuff be good?
It's been some rough days, or week i should say. C's Grandpa passing away and everything around that, such as thoughts, feelings and so on. I wish no one had to go through that. Then last night C called me, he was sad, and i thought my heart was gonna break, even before he had said anything. It turned out he got hurt bad at their first FB game at home. GREAT i thought, just like last year. Turned out, after seeing the doctor today, things werent as bad as we first thought. GOOD. Thank god, i dont know how much he can take. When will the ba dturn good?
MAYBE, MAYBE i know the answer to that question, it has to do with our future, job, and internship this fall. I will keep you updated!
My lover playing FB!
MAYBE, MAYBE i know the answer to that question, it has to do with our future, job, and internship this fall. I will keep you updated!
My lover playing FB!
