Nathalie

Soooo, finally the sun is shining and people are smilig again, but guess what, i'm INSIDE! It's a week left til Chad gets here and i have to take care of my room at my Mom's and my Dad's, so this week, that will be my project. Anything for you honey, anything. :-)

Talked to Heather and Darlene today(my host family in USA), it was fun, i think i woke them up though :-S My bad!

I wish i was out in the sun, now Chad will win our competiotiopn...and that is not a good thing!
Hahaha

Yupp, crazy time. Feels like i just meet you.

I love you  honey, you make my world go around.
Me and you, now, forever and ever!

So, the past years i have been a sucker for dresses, and when they are yellow, white or black i can not resist anymore, i love them even more then! Owell, here are one of the newest and hottest Hollywood girl, Hayden Panettiere.



Ohh and yeah, she is not only a pretty face and a helaty body, she is dating one of the hottest Hollywood guys, or something like that...Haha! ( Stephen Colleti from Laguna Beach and old love fo Kristin Cavallari)

It's been a few...lets say, rough days, or so. It hasent but it has, you know?
Sometimes alot of what is going on is in your head, not what''s really going on, and i think that that's the case this time...most of it has been in my head. And it's been hard, and it's been painful and hurful, not just for me but for other people too, but something like this, you HAVE to go through yoursefl, not be told about.

I learned
I got it figured out....

For this time, hopefully for all time..!

Dresses i want, from www.charlotte-russe.com


 

Ohh do i want these dresses, yes ohh yes! :-D

Just did a transfer of my new paycheck from my salary account to my savings account. Frlt great, but ohh so very "old". Geeh, sometimes, i just wonder, you know? Where did all the years go, what did i miss? What have i done, what will i do?

It's crazy sometimes. It's a crazy world.

I dont like Fergis, and Molly sims i barely know who it is, but still, i like Fergie´s hair and skin tone alot better with the dress. What do YOU think?

So yeah, yesterday wasx midsummer, which i said is something that people really celebrates here in Sweden. It's a nice little holiday...i think. The thing is that i havent celebrated it for YEARS, we are just usually never home, always somewhere ellse in the world, but this year i was home.

We had a good time, buti'm tired today...time for some junk food i have to say.

Here are somepictures from the weekend, now that i'm HOME again!

 So i have to tell you, when Suri Cruise was borm, i didnt think she was cute at all. But things changes, things like that just as much as bigger things in life, and that's pne of them. I mean look at her now, she is ADORABLE. I just had to stop in and say that before i head back to bed :-)

Not orange anymore, now i'm purple :- )

 i know thae quality is not that good, im trying to figure out why.

Yupp, its a big deal in Sweden, kinda i guess. People go places and see people that they havent seen for a long time, and they drink and eat some good food. Yupp. That's what this weekend is all about. Great company and good food.
Alexandra and me are going to her lake house, along with some other friends that will get there later this week. but we are leaving tonight already. And that mean, yes, sorry people, i will not update my blog till sunday NIGHT probably, depending on when i get back. That will be good for me though. No cell phone and no computer, just what i NEED. Along with some other things.....

Yeah, okay so whoever you talk to, they have diffrent nicknames for you, so since i cant think about THAT many other things to write about, i will write about all the diffrent nicknames people have for me...Yes, some might be in swedish and not be as fun for people that knows nothing else then English, but people, get over it. <3

Nathalie
Natta
Nattis
Princess
Babe
Sexy
Dimples
Giggels
Älskling '
Hjärtat
Baby
Cutie
Lady
Kärring
Nasty ( the one and only, right girls...?)

Well, thank you people for all these nicknames. Now tell me, what nick names have people given you?

 Hur gott vore inte det här nu då...Mmmm!

I have been working, thats why i havent updated this since.. i guess i did yesterday, before work.

Sometimes, certain things that happens really makes you wonder...and then i mean REALLY

Just took a long bath. Awesome. Candles all around the bathtub and just...laid there. Just what i need after a walk in the cold outside. I dont know how much it did to clear my mind though, but owell i guess...owell

Been on a few diffrent blog sites now, i just wanted to see what other people write about. And yes, seems like alot of people are being very philosophical at the moment, like the philoshopicalness came in at the same time as the cold weather. Like they are connected some how. People are thinking and writing about "what if's" and "but why's" and, yeah, just thinking about what if i wouldent have said THAT or done THAT. People are thinking what i'm thinking. It's weird. How come some things happen when you dont want them to happen, or how come that you want something but still, you dont?

Well, i just got back in from a power walk, 40 min, and i guess that fresh air is good for your mind. Makes you think clear or something like that? I don't even know right now... Time will tell i guess :-) Hopefully...

" Guys are like purses, you have one that you absolutely LOVE and you always wear and you want everyone to see, then you have one that you really like too, but you just wear occsionally cause it's not that hot of a purse..."
(Lauren Conrad on Laguna Beach has said it and so have Carrie in Sex and the City)

Do you guys think this is true?

   

So yeah, i'm a sport dork. Without a doubt in my mind. And i dont really know why im writing this RIGHT now cause one of the biggest games are going right now, Real Madrid - Mallorca, and then Barcelona is playing to. I want Real to wi, cause like alot of other girls out there, they love Beckham and so do i. But there is another player out there that i like better, and thats for his Soccer skills, not his looks or sense for fashion. Ruud Van Nistelroy. He's a GREAT soccer player and a player that dnt just perform in his club team but also in his national team, Netherlands.

well, i'm gonna get back to the game.
Tomorrows schedule
- Work out
- Work
- go to the Pharmacy

Not alot more then that to do...

Why does life has to be so...complicated? Why when things are so good, does something have to feel...weird?