A new day has come
Its Wedensday and as grey, dark and horrible outside as it has been for a few days now. Owell.
Last night i was at my boyfriends house, FINALLY, again and we were watching TV and i fell asleep, i just don't feel good. My headache wont go away and i just dont feel totally, 100%, like me. Good thing i have amazing people around me. I think my nervosity for my swedish people to come over is a big part of it.
But i need to tell you that one of the most amazing things happend last night, after i went to bed, i wason the phone with my boyfriend when i get a text msg, one of those text msg that you deep down have been waiting for for soooo long. Well, it finally came. Someone very close to me that i have had a hard time getting to really know, what is under her skin, on her mind and so on, said she looks up to me, she sees me as her sister and when i leave she wants us to email like every day, she wants to stay in contact with ME.
SHE CARES!
it made my day in many diffrent ways, but it also scares me. But like they say, you can never wait too long for something you really want, and this was something i have been waiting to hear for 9 months now, and it came. I'm just glad i rode the rough storm all the way. Way to go ME!
Some things really scares me when i'm leaving, but hey, i will focus on that when i'm actually NOT here, dosen't that sound like a good idea. And yeah, Dad i'm sorry i haven't emailed you back yet, i need to get going with that here pretty soon. And i will. Don't forget about the workouts for the coaches here, they are kinda witing for them.
"Block the bad thoughts out and think about whay you have that is good!"
Right? ;-D
life is a highway!
Last night i was at my boyfriends house, FINALLY, again and we were watching TV and i fell asleep, i just don't feel good. My headache wont go away and i just dont feel totally, 100%, like me. Good thing i have amazing people around me. I think my nervosity for my swedish people to come over is a big part of it.
But i need to tell you that one of the most amazing things happend last night, after i went to bed, i wason the phone with my boyfriend when i get a text msg, one of those text msg that you deep down have been waiting for for soooo long. Well, it finally came. Someone very close to me that i have had a hard time getting to really know, what is under her skin, on her mind and so on, said she looks up to me, she sees me as her sister and when i leave she wants us to email like every day, she wants to stay in contact with ME.
SHE CARES!
it made my day in many diffrent ways, but it also scares me. But like they say, you can never wait too long for something you really want, and this was something i have been waiting to hear for 9 months now, and it came. I'm just glad i rode the rough storm all the way. Way to go ME!
Some things really scares me when i'm leaving, but hey, i will focus on that when i'm actually NOT here, dosen't that sound like a good idea. And yeah, Dad i'm sorry i haven't emailed you back yet, i need to get going with that here pretty soon. And i will. Don't forget about the workouts for the coaches here, they are kinda witing for them.
"Block the bad thoughts out and think about whay you have that is good!"
Right? ;-D
life is a highway!
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