Something new, something better
So i've recently been writing kinda "depressing" or sad texts, that's how i've felt though. The VA teck shooting really made me think, about me, my life, my friends and so on and for a part of it, it scared me ALOT knowing i could lose some of them in such a thing. There for, i'm gonna TRY to write an more enjoyable text this time, more positive and cheerfull. But about what?
Well, i have aproximately 9 days left in school, if i count the days we are off, the days i have track, and 9 days, it's like no days at all. It will pass...FAST!
It's scary, sitting here thinking about it. It feels like yesterday that i stepped of the airplane in Lincoln, it feels like yesterday that i first met everyone the first day in school, forever since i went to my first wedding here. It feels like i just saw my first American football game, since i tried playing volley ball(haha, didn't miss much), like it was just yesterday that i met Chad and he took my heat to always love and protect me. Feels like i just had my first semester finals in ALL my classes(wasen't even bad!!). Forever since i played my first basketball game, since i've been sick(it's true, never sick here, don't ask why!). It just feels like...everything has passed so fast, like some things are coming to an end.
Some things are not though., Chad will alwyas be with me. Some friendships are everlasting. And i know, for a fact that i will be coming back here, sooner then i ever thought.
This year has probably been the hardest and most emotionally challenging year in my life. I have learned SOOOO much about people but mostly about myself. I'm proud of being me, and i know that there is nothing wrong with me. I'm stubborn, yes, but THAT shoulden't be the end of the world. But as seen as a whole years this has been one of the best years of my life, i have found out and got things and charcteristics
Well, i have aproximately 9 days left in school, if i count the days we are off, the days i have track, and 9 days, it's like no days at all. It will pass...FAST!
It's scary, sitting here thinking about it. It feels like yesterday that i stepped of the airplane in Lincoln, it feels like yesterday that i first met everyone the first day in school, forever since i went to my first wedding here. It feels like i just saw my first American football game, since i tried playing volley ball(haha, didn't miss much), like it was just yesterday that i met Chad and he took my heat to always love and protect me. Feels like i just had my first semester finals in ALL my classes(wasen't even bad!!). Forever since i played my first basketball game, since i've been sick(it's true, never sick here, don't ask why!). It just feels like...everything has passed so fast, like some things are coming to an end.
Some things are not though., Chad will alwyas be with me. Some friendships are everlasting. And i know, for a fact that i will be coming back here, sooner then i ever thought.
This year has probably been the hardest and most emotionally challenging year in my life. I have learned SOOOO much about people but mostly about myself. I'm proud of being me, and i know that there is nothing wrong with me. I'm stubborn, yes, but THAT shoulden't be the end of the world. But as seen as a whole years this has been one of the best years of my life, i have found out and got things and charcteristics
that i willk keep and have forever. This year has made me be proud of who i'm. Of me. Nathalie.
i CAN fly by myself.
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Postat av: Mum
And 10 days until me, Bernt and Ludvig arrives! :-)
Love you!
Mum
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