Nathalie

So, i think that i have this MAJOR problem. I NEED to get new jeans, all my jeans i already have dosen't fit as well as they should, they make me look fat and olike i just want to get in a certain size. Sometimes maybe that is the reason, maybe it is. I don't like the fact that that's how i think sometimes, more then alot of times. But as a girl that is 18 years old, almoust 19, it is natural that hips grow, and that's what happend. Not in a way that is fat, my hips are just wider. Like it or not it is a fact and something i better just get used to living with. And i guess that's were i'm at, i know i'm about to leave and i know that my body has changed, i just want to look as good as possible when coming back, i know i'm hot. I do, deep down. Andy my boyfriend gladly point that out to me more then he realloy should or "HAVE" too. I love him for that, even more, if possible. But back to my BIG jeans problem. I so, so, so BADLY want new jeans, but i don't know if i have the money for it, and that is the REAL problem. What should i do?! I NEED help. Finally accepting my hips, that is gonna be there forevere, i just want to dress so that they look good, so that I look good in my "NEW" hips.

Someone that could help me out here, what should i do. MAJOR problem.

Well, i should get back to class first of all, and do my assignment, then just a few more hours in school and after that, MAJOR problem comes back.