Nathalie

This is a hard and sad day.  Im sorry for the losses in my and my loved ones life. I know that Grandpa Francis will come to a better place, where he will no longer be in pain. He will always be in our hearts, even if he is not with us, we will always be with him, and he will always be with us. I feel bad that im not there for you, that im not with you, and that you and your family have to go through this. I wish i could lift the sorrow from your shoulders, i wish i caould hold you and let you cry in my arms, talk and feel and sa ywhatever you want to. Today is our day, lovely. It's the day with the big D. Last time you were here, we were together, and we had some delicous Swedish pizza, and today you are not here, and im not with you.

I need to tell you that you are everything to me, you are my reason fo rliving, breathing and loving. You should me what love is. You are always by my side, no matter what. You are my future. No matter what has been in the past, we always have the future. You make me want to overcome all the bad stuff, you make me want to be a better person, there is no one else for me, then you and we will always be us.