Nathalie

Today it's C's birthday. Today is my old classes graduation party. Today, for some reason, is a weird day. I'm scared, i'm not going to lie about it. It's weird because it is SO many things that are going on, SO many things that i want to do, and SO many things and feelings and thoughts that are just a confusin right now. I really do sound like a nut case, haha, don't i?

But you know what, it is hard sitting on the other side of the world, knowing that what i should go through with them they are now going through WITHOUT ME! Owell, i KNOW that they will have an amazing night, full of happiness, love and friendship and i wish them all that, they are all worth it after these three fast years. Did we not just meet? Obvioulsy not. Ha, i swear it feels like we just all sat down in the same classroom, looking around and feeling totally lost, looking at people we had never seen before, peple that are now some of our closest friends.

But it's just not their day it's C's birthday, the first birthday that we celebrate together, as a couple. I was watching the last episode of the bachelor yesterday(great choice by the way, will talk about tgat later!) but while watching it got even clearer and more strongly understandeble that i WILL spend the rest of my life with him, because i KNOW for a fact that there is no better guy then him out there, no one else that can ever bring out the best sides of me at all times. No one else then him. Yes, he is younger then me, but people get over it, worse things have happend, most have happend, if not you live a really sad life let me tell you. So what did i get him for his bday? A pair of gergous(can not spell i know!) aviators and my vavorite cologne, Jeans Paul Gulitier. I absolutely LOVE It, even though i love him more. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROMEO!!!