Nathalie

...read Helene's comment about that she wants me tp update my blog more. So i thught, okay i will! :-D But i also have to say that she is as bad as me on updating it! (http://drott.blogg.se/)

But owell. I will try to be the better perosn of ud then.

Today is my first day without school here in America, and you want to know hoe it feels, i know. I don't mis sit a single bit. I'm done with high school. Thank god. Other then that this time, knowing when i leave and how much time i have left is very frustrated, i know that people will make a big deal out of who i hang out with and when and so on. But isn't MY life and MY dicisions? Well, somtimes i wonder if that's really how it woks. And also knowing that it will be hard to jugle all the people when i get home as well just makes me want to go and hide, or lock myself into a room where only i can be in. That would be great. Having my parents here as well is kinda hard too, i love the fact that they are here but it releases soooo many feelings that i have had this year that yet haven't showed or that i haven't let go of. I now know how much i have missed my Mom and our talks, my step dads smart and supporting comments. It's something that is more then priceless.

Enough about all these feelings. I'm sitting here thinkking about what to wear for graduation, i have three diffrent dresses, a yellow one, a black on eor a red one, they are all very hot and sexy, even though my whole body feels like it is majorily bigger. But it's not. So idk.

Wide hips and big boobs are okay isn't  it? I hope so cause i can't do anything about it. Being tall on top of it don't really feel like that is helping. How did that happen by the way, my Mom is PETIT! Owell.
Starting to have my hair curly, people seem to like that better. I haven't decided yet what me, myself and I think about it!