Nathalie

Did you, or even do you, ever think about what you are missing. Do you ever think that you might ever get to see me again, never get to give me a hug again, never kiss me, never smell the smell of my hair, never smell the scent of my skin... you might never even get to see me smile again, never get to make me laugh again and never here me say "hello" or " i love you", "how are you", "i miss you", "i know you can do it"... did that ever cross your mind?
I dont understand whats happening, i dont understand why you dont want to be in my life, with me, or more then just a friend, you told me there is nothing that i did, you just can't be with me, just not right now...well i think you meet someone, someone that might not mean more to you but atleast she is there and she can see you every night, she can watch you play every game, she can hold you when you are hurting, she can make you laugh and it's not thorough the phone...i wish i could and i can.. just not til after this summer, but that dont seem to matter. I dont seem to matter anymore...what we had and what we would have dont seem to matter.

I just wish i would matter to you, i just wish you would want me. I just wish you didnt have someone else.