Nathalie

Seriously, there are things that we do that we keep to ourselves,  not even the closest people to us, our best friend, our Mom/Dad or our sister/brother or maybe co-worker will ever know about, never even know that it has happend, who it happend with or such. The things you do decide to tell peole are usually things that matters to you, but that dosent mean that what you dont tell don't mean as much. I have done things, meet with people, that i would never tell to a single soul, not because im embarresed by it, but because maybe it meant, or mean, more to me then i would want to knowledge. That might be right where i'm at right now. I want to do my own thing, figure things out within myself, put myself through all these diffrent tests, at work, at my internship, with my friends, with "unknown" people,in school or....well, basically anything or anyone. I need to get things straight, i need to explore... not explore the world, or maybe thats just what i need.