Nathalie

I'm trying to get things figured out, I don't understand what happend, I don't get it, and I guess that somewhat it dosen't make me feel better and it dosen't help me figure things out, but the people I have talked to that knows us both, people that are either here with me or "over there" don't get it either. I just wish I would understand, I just wish that someone would understand and tell me, explain it to me. I just wish that it would be okay that i picked up the phone to call you,  I just wish that this would make sense, or that... I just dont get it, I just don't know.

All i want to do is to call you, all i want to know is how you are doing, how is your knees, how did basketball go, how is school going... I just want to know. I just want you. But someone needs to make me understand.

I just wish... I just wish i would know....