Nathalie

When i think about the coming weeks, the coming months I see the great end, the "final" destination and it puts a smile on my face, but also it brings tears to my eyes cause there will be someone and something missing. One of my best friends, one of the persons that has the biggest part of my heart won't be there with me. And that kinda takes some of the joy and some of the happiness all away, it was a good mile stone, one of the big steps on the way. But i should have seen it coming, I should have known better, it's just that my heart was in it...my heart was all in.