Nathalie

What really bugs us and what we can't get out of our heads, is that the things that we know abou or the unknown that is messing with our heads? If i knew the answer i guess i wouldent be sitting here wondering, sitting here with a few questions in my head, questions i would never ask, questions i'm afraid to ask because of what the answer might be, the answer that i'm soooo sure i already know. But if im so sure why am i sitting here trying to figure it out? Am i not sure...really am i not sure or am i sure? I wish i knew, not the answer to the questions maybe but i wish i knew if i was sure... am i making sence? And what really makes sence? Is making sence when you understand something that has happend, or hasent happend, or is it accepting something, dealing with it and moving on, or is it when we finally realize that what happend was for the best because of a bunch of diffrent factors(because maybe the team that won has the best individull players, for example), or is the definition so simple as this; "Be reasonable or logical or comprehensible", if it is, why do people, as me, intend to sit and analyze things to rock bottom, to a point where we no longer knows whats white or black, what really really happend, or why am i still thinking about it?

Life is intresting, life has it charms and life has its whirlwinds...is it the understanding of all that that fulfill a purpose? That might just be it,