Some sunday fun!
Personal Fact
Name: Nathalie
Sex: Girl
Age: 18
Height: 1.84 (6.1)
Nickname: Depends on who it is
Hair color:Blonde :-D
Eye color: Blue
Opposite Sex:
Do you like anyone from teh opposite sex at the moment: Now and forever (Chad)
Does he/she know about it: YES
What do you look at in a guy: Eyes, Butt,hands...everything
Within the last 48 hours:
Given someone a hug: Yes
Been fine with your parents: Always
Had a fight with a friend: Not that i know of
Misccelaneus(don't know the spelling):
What did you do last summer: Went to Greece, turned 18, moved to US...
When did you shower last: Today
What color are your pants right now: Green
What was the last thing you ate: Subway sallad last night
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with: Chad
What did you do last night: Cleaned my room and watched bball
Who was the last person you talke don the phone with: Chad
Seven things that you are wearing:
Hotpants
Tshirt
all i'm wearing...
Two things you want o do before you die:
Have a baby and have a great career
One thing that you regret:
Not having anything to eat this morning...*hungry*
hahaha
Wild day
I know, some of you that read this will be like, emagine that, haha, but seriously, i haven't burned myself for like 5 years and this is BAD. But owell, atleast my parents are coming. :-D
I should alos appologize that i haven't been writing things, but i just haven't ben at home. And now my parents are coming, but i promise i'm gonna do the best i can...just please forgive me for the bad updates.
And yeah, the other night i had a date with Savannah and her sister and borther was with us like all the time, they are ADORABLE! ( picture will come at the end!) We had pasta with alfredo souce and a sallad with lettuce, cashews(or something like that) and raisins, it was really good actually. GREAT job savannah. After all that food we went to rent a movie, we watched "Failure to Launch" a really good movie actually, and you just gotta love everything Sarah Jessica Parker ever wears, if it is in a movie, the red carpet or Sex and the cirty. She is Faboulus! And Matthew McConaughey, he is just HOT HOT HOT. But my boyfriend is too, so i'm not too worried about it.
Last night i just cleaned my room and watched NBA playoffs on the TV, and heather and Darlene were up there messing around so we were all just kinda "hanging out", it was nice, it feels lik eit has been a while. And right now i'm really feeling that Heather is like my little sister. It's AWESOME!
Time to start getting ready or actually might just take a nap. :-D
Pappa - Dad
Then i tried to tell him that he had been, but some how he must have missed that. So, people, here is my Dad. He is THE man in my life and always have been and always will be. I love you Dad! :-D
Sweeeet
It is less then 2 days to my family gets here and the butterflies in my stomach is wilder then they have been for a loooong time, i guess since my dad was here. All positive words you can think of i'm at the moment.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nervous.
And recently i have been thinking and i miss my best friend so much, i just hope that she misses me to? I know she will be at the airport to pick me up and that is amazing. Now i gotta look so good though since she haven't seen me for like 9 months.
Tova, Oliver, Grandma U-B, Grandma B, Grandpa S-O, Pelle, Asa, Morgan, Maria, Tobias, Ulrika, Victoria, Micke, Pia, Cribba and so on, i miss you all and it will be a blast when i'm home in - - days. FUN, FUN, FUN!
Oyeah and my finals i have in two of my classes is freakin me out. how can we NOT have pp on our computer?!?! What am i supposed to do? This sucks...
Well, next class here i come.
Cutting pain
Other then that there is not THAT much on my mind, wrote a lost in my planner yesterday of what i need and want to get before i leave and since we are going on a big shopping spree on Monday with my MOM,BonusDad, Brother and Chadwick, that list will be more then necassary. Also,i can not wait to wear my fitted light jeans that are waiting for me and have been waiting for me for over NINE months now.
I also just want to say that i miss my Alexandra and i hope you are not too mad at me that i wont make it home for you guyses graduation. I'm REALLY sorry, i really did try. I hope you are not too mad. <3
Life
Today is a day when i really enjoy life, what is in it, what i'm on my way to, and where i know i will be.
People THREE days left til me Parents get here! Yeah yeah! I'm EXCITED!
Yeah Yeah!
My host sister, heather, and i on easter! I know, smooooking hot!
I don't like them, they are ruining ME!
I guess "the most beutiful people in the world" has them to, and they even have the money to get ride of them. i don't. Owell, life goes on but seeing all these pretty girls in short shorts, skirts, dresses or bikinis makes me think about it and how much it makes my body look sick. a new day has come and with it, a new thinking!
I will rock this summer, i will!
Because i love you
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
A new day has come
Last night i was at my boyfriends house, FINALLY, again and we were watching TV and i fell asleep, i just don't feel good. My headache wont go away and i just dont feel totally, 100%, like me. Good thing i have amazing people around me. I think my nervosity for my swedish people to come over is a big part of it.
But i need to tell you that one of the most amazing things happend last night, after i went to bed, i wason the phone with my boyfriend when i get a text msg, one of those text msg that you deep down have been waiting for for soooo long. Well, it finally came. Someone very close to me that i have had a hard time getting to really know, what is under her skin, on her mind and so on, said she looks up to me, she sees me as her sister and when i leave she wants us to email like every day, she wants to stay in contact with ME.
SHE CARES!
it made my day in many diffrent ways, but it also scares me. But like they say, you can never wait too long for something you really want, and this was something i have been waiting to hear for 9 months now, and it came. I'm just glad i rode the rough storm all the way. Way to go ME!
Some things really scares me when i'm leaving, but hey, i will focus on that when i'm actually NOT here, dosen't that sound like a good idea. And yeah, Dad i'm sorry i haven't emailed you back yet, i need to get going with that here pretty soon. And i will. Don't forget about the workouts for the coaches here, they are kinda witing for them.
"Block the bad thoughts out and think about whay you have that is good!"
Right? ;-D
life is a highway!
A little bit of THIS, a little bit of THAT
This is what i want when Chad's comes over. ;-) Or not, tooooo reveling. Owel,i guess we wil se.
It's raining...what?
Obviously there is tons of things going on at home, that i'm missing out on. Don't like it. But welcome to life. The grown up life. I'm ready, hit me.
My i want list (before i go home to elstocholmo)
- Dress for graduation
- Dress/nice top for my graduation PARTY
- Dress for my grandmas wedding
- Dress/top for e special secret occasion
- Jeans
- Ipod
- Shorts, nicer ones
- Acessories
- White tennhis shoes, tygskor(swedish word)
Well, i guess that's it, but i iknow i will get either money or ton of things for graduation too so.
And yeah, not even a week and my LOVELY purse will be here! Yeah yeah!
By the way, my brother kicks ass at writing essays. :-D Right buddy?
a VERY speciall day!
Not being at home, giving him breakfast in bed, singing for him or just pampering him on this day is rough and i don't like missing it.
Let me tell you some stories about my brother.
He was born on a Tuesday if remember right and it was not a warm day , but not cold, i was in school and my Dad walks down and said that my mom and stepdad called, cause i just got a baby brother. So right after school i get to the hospital, because they woulden't let me miss school to go and see him(why not?!). I walk in and i see my mom, there is also another lady there that now is my mom's best friend, but i saw this big baby that wa sthe same size almoust as what he was laying in. I figured that THAT coulden't be my brother, but ohh yeah, it turned out to be. I walked out to find anurse in the hall and when i found one i asked her if they had mixed some babies up and she looks at me lik ei'm crazy.
- No, there hasen't been any mixeups. Why do you ask that?
- Well, you see this baby that is in there(and i pointed to the room) is VERY big and it can' be my brother.
She lookad at me and said, yes it is.
So i walked back in and i looked at him, he had kinda a redish hair tone and he was a chubby boy. That was the prettiest baby i have ever seen though, and biggest.
I was babysitting, he most have been a year or so and my Mom and Stepdad haden't been out on a date for YEARS, so i said that i could babysit, lucky for me my Mom's best friend lived two houses down. In case of emargancie. Well, that emergencie happend. Of curse it did. As my little baby, or boy maybe not baby, i gave him whatever he wanted to eat, and more then half ofit i shoulden't have given him, but i did. So around 7;30 ish he starts balling and he just WILL NOT STOP and at 8 my favourite TV show was gonna start. PANIC! Well, i try to put him to bed but that didn't help, i turn his favourite movie on and that didn't help, i let him stay up and play, that didn't help either. I went upstairs to get something and all of the sudden i hear something lik ehitting the floor, i run downstairs and i se ehim standing in his on puke, and there was ALOT of it. I try to do my best, i sooo badly wanted to be able to handle everything. But after 20 min of crying and constant puking i called Ulrika, my moms best friend, she grabbed him and said you go and watch your show i will handle it. Ohh my, i thought the night would never end.
When he was born i thought the excitment and happniess of having him woulde never end, and i was right, it never has.
JAG ALSKAR DIG PYRET!
I want
A kiss is all i want and need from my boyfriend
Just another day right now
It's just 9 days 3 days this week, 3 days next week and 2 days after that left in school = EIGHT days. Unbeliveble. It is amazing how time can pass by fast. Thinking about what to wear for all big occasions i have to go to this summer, there is quiet a few.
What about this one for my graduation here in Sutton, NE?
And then there is my graduation part, can NOT wear the same things for those two occasions. I know, that's kinda stupid, but sorry, that's the way it goes.
And for MY graduation party, how about this one?
I guess we will see. But Mom, do you like them? Weekend away!
I'm leaving for Keraney here pretty soon, it will lots of fun me and Jeri will have some great quality time together. :-D Tons of fun!
But since i wont be home till, swedish time, monday morning or so, i thought i need to tell my AMAZING friend Helene happy birthday since she turns 19 on Sunday. Happy birthday you lovely woman, love you and i will see you soon. If i know her right she probably have an annxiety attack cause she is "so" old. Haha, but she is not. She has an amazing boyfrined and friends and her Mom is the sweetest ever and i know that she can do whatever she wants. Love you.
That was about all i was gonna say today.
Have a great weekend!! 
Okay, so i did it
...My hair that is and it looks soooo cute. Some people might not like it while others will love it, i LOVE it. But i cen't tell you more about that at the moment because i really want it to be a suprise for the swedish people coming next week! Hahaha! Sorry Mom. :-D
Well, we are off school today and i slept in which was like heaven. I really needed that before my people from back home comes.
Before i forget i need to say happy birthday to my baby "sister" at home, Victoria, she turns the big TEN today. This is the worlds cutest princess and i can not believe that he is ten already, it kinda scares me, but owell. I love you Victoria and have a AMAZING bday!
Back to business, this weekend i'm going out to keraney(like 2 hours away from Sutton!) to watch Heathers last vball tournament, my host sister, and me VERY VERY good friend Jeri is going with me. Yeah we are just simple gonna rock kearney! Woho! So that means i wont be writing on here till American time sunday night, but Monday morning their will be things on here, so you can read about my weekend.
Other then that, i miss my brother soooo much and it freaks me out, cause he turns TEN on Tuesday, wasen't he born jut yesterday or sum? I don't know, but i have missed out. Love you baby Lu.
My Mom
Mom, I love you!
I didn't see THAT coming
So, i guess it is diffrent here in many ways, today i got reminded of it. I'm wearing black shorts, a longer black shirt with a gold belt on my hips and white keds, obviously that is HORRIBLE "cause we don't dress like THAT here".
Ha. I knew that being myself this year probably woulden't have work, and maybe i should have thought about that?
No, i shoulden't have, beacuse it is perfectly fine to be me and maybe someone should try it!
But telling someone we don't dress like THAT here, what the heck is THAT? Leave me alone, atleats i know that it is more to the world then "THIS".
Big hair dilemma too. What to do with my hair, color, hightlight or do a perm...and i don't even know what i want to do. I guess i need to figure it out before tonight though.
And yeah, one close friend that i REALLY trusted now went and told people what WE have been talking about what is up with THAT?
I gues that THAT is just a bog word here. I say screw it. Be your own and not everyones elses!
And yeah, 10 days and my brother will be here. THAT is what i call love!
Some friends are everlasting
Alexandra
Jackline
Joakim
Bailey
Jeri
Savannah
Chad
Emma
Dalia
2007
