White lies?
You meet someone, you start dating that someone, you fall in love(probably) with that someone and then you are in a relationship with that someone, but does that person really know everything about you? Let's say that he/she asks about your "magic number", if it's high do you lie about because you dont want him/her to know what life you have lived before him/her, and if it's love do you make it higher because you dont want him/her to think that you are a looser who couldent get any, and if you do either of these... is it something you will ever come clean about? I don't see the reason why you should pull up with lies, even if you would call them "white lies" , no lying in a relationship, beginnging, middle or towards the end is good, but ofcurse we all have our white lies... or do we? A friend of mine and i were talking and trying to come up with, or try to figure out, why there would be good to ever say a white lie and i guess it all depends on who you are and what your íntentions with that person is because seriously white lies? And if you pull a white lie and the person turns out to be someone you want to go all in with, someone you might even think about spending the rest of your life with, then when do you tell that person that you lied, cause surely that person wont see it as a white lie or will he/she confess up to?
White lies, a do or a don't?
Wishing upon a fallen star.
I was up late last night, thinking and analyzing... and no people, not about my failed relationship and the person i was in it with, suprinsingly? In deed but yet true. I was thinking about friends and and how your relationship with your boyfriend/girlfriend and your friends is a life line or...a death line? What i'm saying is that these days when there is ALWAYS something to do, someone to do, places to be, places to see and so forth if your lover and your friends dont get along, how do we really make it work, then how do we get things together? Either you put on a act, make it work, get along for your own sake and for the people that matters to you, friends and lovers, or you are upstraight honest that you are not very fond of him/her and hope that the person can deal with it, or if you hear it you can deal with it. But would you, could you, see a future with a person that your friends don't approve of, dont we all want the great plus sides to a relationship as to being able to share everything with the person you love, and the friends that you love? Or is that the thing that it makes it all so great that it is forbidden, secret and...amusing if things are not great, if your friends dont like your somebody, or if your family dont like your somebody, is that hald the charm? I don't know, but i do know that it is something defenatly worth thinking about. And at times, figuring out.
Baby girl.
Adorable, and from what i can see now, i think this baby will be one beutiful young woman one day. WOW! Perfect genes? Well, obviously.
Good or bad?
So we say that there are good break ups and bad break ups, but what is really a good break up? How do you end something with someone, a someone who has meant the world to you, a someone that has been a part of your life for so long, someone that knows your deepest darkest secrets, who knows where everything is on your body, knows your weakspots, what turns you on, what makes you laugh, what your favourite ice cream and so forth, how do you end it on a good notice with that someone? I just don't know. But then, is every break up a bad break up? I wouldent think so. But then, what is the best, a break up where you totally let go of the person you have shared a life with or is it a better break up if you give one another time and eventually find your way back...as friends?
I guess i have really just had break ups where i in the end talk to the guys i have dated, in a weird and in some cases very complicated way we have found our way back, back to bering a part of eachothers life. Is that considerd a good break up then? Or is it bad because you want, and have,a person in your life who you either hurt or got hurt by?
Maybe there is no such thing as a good or a bad break up?
I guess i have really just had break ups where i in the end talk to the guys i have dated, in a weird and in some cases very complicated way we have found our way back, back to bering a part of eachothers life. Is that considerd a good break up then? Or is it bad because you want, and have,a person in your life who you either hurt or got hurt by?
Maybe there is no such thing as a good or a bad break up?
All the crazy things.
At times, Grey's Anatomy is just what you need... just what you can deal with, just what be just that, THE deal breaker. Famous qoutes from Grey's, it's time to learn about life.
" Don't look at me like that, like you have seen me naked"
" At some point, you have to make a decisionBoundries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we are made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way to dangerous to cross"
" We're adults. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?"
Sometimes you just have to sit back and let things happen, and other times you need to pull yourself together and do what you have to do. Do what you want to do.
It's not all about you.
in a world like this people seem to think that everything is all about them. You break up, you end a relationship, you start a new relationship, you realize that that person really wasent all that,you have a fight with one of your girlfriends just to figure that what you fought about dont mean a thing, it or whatever you had your fight about is no longer that big of a deal...and honestly never really was. Women are living in a mens world, a world that everyone think is controlled by men, a fanatsie world, women think it is because in some weird way men seem to be more dominant, but really they are not. Life is a game, maybe it is like the computer game "the sims", someone is telling us what to do, when to do it and how to do it. Love is a game, dating is a game, school is a game ... everything is a game and people have diffrent game plans, different strategise. And it's hard when women and men who are really in it for the same thing, with the same porpuse, the same intentions both put up with a defensive game.
"Offense win games, but defense win titles(championships)"
Is this really what it's all about?
Is this really what it's all about?
Im just having fun.
Seriously, there are things that we do that we keep to ourselves, not even the closest people to us, our best friend, our Mom/Dad or our sister/brother or maybe co-worker will ever know about, never even know that it has happend, who it happend with or such. The things you do decide to tell peole are usually things that matters to you, but that dosent mean that what you dont tell don't mean as much. I have done things, meet with people, that i would never tell to a single soul, not because im embarresed by it, but because maybe it meant, or mean, more to me then i would want to knowledge. That might be right where i'm at right now. I want to do my own thing, figure things out within myself, put myself through all these diffrent tests, at work, at my internship, with my friends, with "unknown" people,in school or....well, basically anything or anyone. I need to get things straight, i need to explore... not explore the world, or maybe thats just what i need.
This is fun. This is intresting. This could be heartbreaking, shocking, end up in plenty of drama...But in the end this is all about ME!
This is fun. This is intresting. This could be heartbreaking, shocking, end up in plenty of drama...But in the end this is all about ME!
Today would be.
24th
1,5
18
That's what it would have been.
Memories.
For all the people that matters to you...this should be true. It sure brings back memories for me... It's in the past.
A girl asked a boy if he thought she was cute
They boy said no
She asked if he wanted to be with her forever
The boy said no
And then she asked if he would cry if she left him
And once again, the boy said no
She figured she had heard enough by now and with tears running down her face she walked away, the boy grabbed her arm and said:
The boy said; I don't think you are cute I think you are beautiful
I don't want to be with you forever, I HAVE to be with you forever
I wouldn't cry if you left me, I would die
Well... just don't.
If there is something i hate, something truley and really bugs me, is when someone tell you that they will call, don't make plans cause i will call and i will let you know then when we can meet up... seriously, if you don't mean it don't say it. This is something i know that i do myself too, but i always try to at least send text saying i can't call right now i will try to call later, or something like that, and if i don't i feel bad about this for ages. Seriously, just dont tell me you will call and then dont...just don't.
Unbeliveble
Some days are just worst the others, in many ways, it's carzy. Today is just one of those days that are so busy...that if the bus dosen't get there on the minute when it's supposed to come everything will fall apart. Ever since i woke up this morning it has been go, go, go. Science in school, a class that we just had our big midterm in, and tomorrow is our last day before we will be gone frm school for 6 weeks, so what the heck could we possible do today? Well, we talked about the universe, kinda intresting. 25 minutes after that class was over with i had a meeting regarding our big graduation party, as a class, and then i had a interview conserning a spot during my internship...I GOT IT! Well then now here I'm, sitting at work and trying to get my work done and at the same time try to prepare even more for this horrible exam i have tonight... an emxam im really dreading and that i have had nightmares about for the past last 5 days, then it's time for basketball... if there is anything left inside of me by then. Gooooood, just let this day end. And now when i look outside the window i can't tell if it's snowing or raining outside...please don't do this.
Sweatpants, sweatshirt, a good movie, take-out and some good company would be a dream come true right now. It would be great.
Sweatpants, sweatshirt, a good movie, take-out and some good company would be a dream come true right now. It would be great.
Is that so...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NNZV2C5bpmA
" If i lay here, if i lay here, would you lay with me and just forget the world?"
" I miss the you that i know, i miss the me that I'm with you, I miss the us that we were"
How do you know?
How do we, you and i, really know when the things we do, the things we want to do, the things that we have done... how do we know when they are right, how do we really know if they are good or bad? I know that there is a feeling before you do something that kinda indicates what you think and how you feel about what you are about to do, but do we ever, really, truely, know when something is good or bad for us?
How do we know? How can we tell?
It's time to step out of the shadow, step out of the past and focus on what's right now, on what the future has. Forget about what has been, especially the bad things, and liv elife to the fullest. Things goes wrong, you do things you regret but we have to be able to admit what we did, and that it was wrong, we should swallow our pride and be honest about things...we make mistakes, we all do, and i know i have, i know that every person i have in my life has and i think that a majority of them can admit that there is times when we need to realize what is at stake and sit down, think, analyze....and swollow the pride and be honest, if not for someone else...do it for you.
How do we know? How can we tell?
It's time to step out of the shadow, step out of the past and focus on what's right now, on what the future has. Forget about what has been, especially the bad things, and liv elife to the fullest. Things goes wrong, you do things you regret but we have to be able to admit what we did, and that it was wrong, we should swallow our pride and be honest about things...we make mistakes, we all do, and i know i have, i know that every person i have in my life has and i think that a majority of them can admit that there is times when we need to realize what is at stake and sit down, think, analyze....and swollow the pride and be honest, if not for someone else...do it for you.
Hot girls and sport guys?
It's a match! These beutiful ladies find their loves in the heart of all the diffrent kind of sports all around the US. Love is in the air.
Kim Kardashian & Reggie Bush(Am. Football)
Jessica Simpson & Tony Romo (Am.football)
Eva Longoria & Tony Parker(Bball)
Kim Kardashian & Reggie Bush(Am. Football) Jessica Simpson & Tony Romo (Am.football)Eva Longoria & Tony Parker(Bball)Girls just wanna have fun?
Sometimes...sometimes.
Sometimes it is better to show someone what you feel, how you feel, then it is to say it. Sometimes silence is your answer, sometimes not knowing is the answer. Sometimes thinking about what has been makes you stronger today, sometimes there is nothing to say, nothing to show... sometimes there is nothing.
I wish i would know what to do.
Really?
"Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep".
- Carl Sandburg
Weird things.
It's monday... feels like it was just friday, this weekend passed fast. Nothing speciall really happend, had a great night with some of my girls friday and then there has been plenty of studying, cleaning and just relaxing. I'm kinda freaking out about my english speech that im doing wed. night. I'm literally freaking out about it, i woke up last night swetting about it. WOW! Well, all i can do is my best, and i guess i wont quit the class, so i better just keep going. Wish me luck though!
I gotta get back to work!
I think so.
" I rather regret the things i have done, then the things i have not"
I agree.
Empty room.
On of the Swedish contestans for participating in Eurovision 2008. Vote for her. GREAT song... i could be the one singing it, i think she is singing how i feel/felt.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=4K6cZGlcdxw&feature=related
Unbeliveble good.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=4K6cZGlcdxw&feature=related
Unbeliveble good.
" I thought we were good, we were meant to be
The way it turned out is still a mystery"
The way it turned out is still a mystery"
