Easy comes easy goes.

It's thursday and im in the US, at my boyfrieds. It's lovely and just some amazing time. We have had our xmas and we have exchanged gifts, i will show you later i got some AMAXING stuff. Anyhow, i probably wont update my blog as much so just comment and ask if there is something you want to know.

Have a good rest of the year and a great new start of the coming one.

Love.

Christmas traditions.

There is just something about xmas, and without a doubt it is my definate favorite holiday. I just wish everyone could understand that.... that everyone could want to be okay with the way me and my family does xmas and so on, but i guess it's not supposed to be easy. Nothing is supposed to be easy.

Anyhow, it's the day befor ethe big day, xmas eve and we are about to start decorating our tree here pretty soon and then cook the ham and i will probably steal some more of my Mom's delicious meatballs, i have longed for them for two years now so i will probably look like a meat ball after xmas, haha.

I will update as we go along, and there will be pictures as we move along too. Have  great evening!

Fooood time.

Okay, yupp i'm starving, time for fooood. Lunch with Isabelle...:-)


At the end of the year.

So it's getting alot closer to that time of the year when you, in your head, go through thoughts and look back at things that has been and I think that today is one of those days. I just can't stop thinking about how diffrent my two halfs of the year has been... WOW.

Ohh and this list im about to do, Yeah it will probably be renewed VERY often the coming days/weeks. Be patient people.

Most memorable things this year (Good and bad)
- I got a beutiful ring for valentines day, and it's NOT an engagment ring.  (GOOD)
- I graduated from Sutton Public High school WOHO!! (GOOD)
- I learned who was my real friends and learned to appriciate the ones i have (GOOD & BAD)
- I got new girlfriends that are WONDERFUL girls. (GOOD)
- I got to see my Baby brother on a regular basis(From June and on!) (GOOD)
- I got to see all of his hockey games and even practices, best sister award someone? (GOOD)
- A got a great job with great co workers, always fun times (GOOD)
- I left my baby more then once... (BAD)
- ....But i always keep coming back, travelling the world to see you (GOOD)
- I fell in love with the cat that i was supposed to hate (GOOD or BAD?!)
- I got serious with my school work (GOOD)

To be continued.....

But form what i have written so far, atleast the things i think about is the good things, today is a positive day! :-)


Good night and good morning?

Yeah well, i didnt get home til relaly late last night and when i actually did get home i sat down to do some studying and then i took a long and well deserved bath. Sometimes you have to really take the time to take a bath, cause it's always worth it.

I'm most defenatley ready for the last day of school for this year, it is awesome and it feels great. woho!! And al i have today is art, thank heaven seven eleven....haha. Okay, my humor is not where it's supposed to be. Owell.

I'm already sitting here thinking about what i should eat for lunch, and i can't veen come up with what i want. Sandys, china buffet, soup or a bíg sallad....or maybe something chicken? Good thing i have like another three hours til it's time for lunch. Owell.

Gotta go, back to work!!

When i see this...i want that.

Okay, so my life is not only catching up on celbirties lifes and keep that part updated, i go to school, i work, i wstudy and i try to get alot of time in for my friends and family which is not always the easiest thing. When i read Kelly's blog the other day and i saw how she had decorated with some candles, i can't wait til i move away from home and have my own home to decorate and choose interior for all by myslef (or i guess C will be included!), but the thing is that atleast me and C have kind of similar taste....or, yeah we will see. But this is adorable and i WILL have this in my/our apartment/house one of these days.

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Picture taken from Kelly.


Cute celeb babies.

 Salma Hayek's dougther, Valentina 3 months.

A kids list?

Can the stars babies be ranked? Yes, obvioulsy they can. Here is a list, according to http://www.aftonbladet.se/, who stole the list from some hollywood website that to me is unknown.

Here is the list

1. Shiloh Jolie-Pitt (Brangelina)

2. Suri Cruise (TomKat)

3. Zahara Jolie-Pitt (Brangelina)

4. Sean Preston Federline (Britney Spears och Kevin Federline)

5. Pax Jolie-Pitt (Brangelina)

6. Sam Alexis Woods (Tiger and Elin Woods)

7. David Banda (Madonna and Guy Ritchie)

8. Danielynn Birkhead (Anna Nicole Smith and Larry Birkhead)

9. Romeo and Cruz Beckham på delad plats (David and Victoria Beckham)



Picture taken from: www.aftonbladet.se

Good morning.

Ity's Tuesday morning and i'm at work. Longer day at work today then in school... which is pretty good. I need to get quit alot done in school while i'm there though, and i might even stay after class and work on my project, BUT we will see.

Went to bed with a fever last night and i still had it when i woke up this morning, stinks cause i actually feel sick too and this is NOT the right week to be sick, i really dont have time, life just has to keep going on as usual. Atleast the sun is out and it's not pitch black outside, i like this weather it's not too bad.

I miss my baby. I'm sorry the game ended that way last night, just hit back hard next game!!

Yumm!!

Cute couple number 2.

Adorable picture, if you ask me, off ohh so pretty Tony Parker and wife Eva Longoria.


 

Busy busy week.

So me and my brother had this great plan for friday, we were supose dto go to his xmas deal in school, then go to mine and then go and have a awesome lunch and then we would both be ready for some last minute xmas shopping. BUT then last night i relalized that that plan would not work since i have to work sometime during that day too? Which really sucks, so now we will do it on saturday instead. Which is fine i guess.

This is my weekly plan.
Monday
- Work
- School
- Do some researching at home
Tuesday
- Work
- School?
- Working out
Wed.
- School
- Work
- School
- EXAM in school
- Dinner with Em.
Thursday
- Work
- School
- Working out
- Dinner with S
Friday
- Work
- School
- Basketball game

And the rest od the week you will fin dout as we go. Ohh my what a week i have ahead of me.

Cutie pies.

Found the totally beutiful picture of David and Victoria Beckham, even if it would ba picture "made up" just to suit the papparazzis or if it's a picture taken spontaniously when they were actually hugging i dont care, i think they married and are still tigether because they love eachother. The end!

snhyggastesotaste

This is cute.

I saw this bracelet at another girls blog, and i fell inlove. Isn't cute?

  From KyssJohanna.

Taken from: http://darlingno1.blogg.se/

All these things that people want to know. (Updated version!)

Xmas is just a week away and my Mom has been on me for days now to update and make sure that all the things i want for xmas is on my "list", yeah actually she said " Whay can't you just make a regular list written either on your blogg or in paper form", well Mom, and everyone else...woulden't that just be tooo easy´?

But okay, all the things i have put up here on my blog i truely want for xmas, but i will add a few more things, just so you all know what more to get me :-) (Ohh boy i'm being cooky!) Hahah. And Mom, i will do it in a list, a straight one, on my blogg and maybe i will add some pictures...or maybe i wont. (This includes things already written too!)


-  Sex and the city shoebox, including ALL episodes from every season made
- Quesadilla maker
- Shows, boots and black shinier ones, + a few from "Bellas" (Already shown most of them!)
- A knitted warm tunic that i can wear with tights. (Black, Red, Grey or white is to prefer!)
- Travel checks
- The bracelet from Hallbergs guld that my Mom got for her bday. (The one from Morgan & Maria)
- Money
- Tooooooops in all diffrent kind of shapes and colors (The colors i listed above to prefer!) (Tops i can use for work and more "privately"
- Airplane ticket to greece this summer with C.
- Belts, black and brown one, from H&M. (MOM the two that i bought but returned just to show you that thats the ones i wanted!!!)
Honestly i just want alot of clothes and stuff, but as i have said before i would love to get things that i could have in my own apartment one day, but since we dont know where that will be i guess that will have to wait. But i will keeo to update this thorughout the day...so MOM check this tonight or tomorrow mom!!

What a day.

I think im done with my english, Author portrait including an article and a literary analysis, i hope i'm done. I think i'm. We will see, have to go thorugh it a bit more and then i can hand it in. YES, one thing less to worry about to get done bewfore the end of the week. YEAH!

I'm sitting at my Mom's and listening to xmas music and planning the week i have ahead of me. Last xmas shopping, laundry day, preparing everything for xmas, getting the xmas tree up and dressing it, eating the first ham sandwich(I have waited and waited for it!), help my brother get his xmas things.... pack i guess i should get done too and then i have two big finals left in school and then i'm doooooone for this semester. Great feeling.

Today i'm finishing up the last small things on the english work and then i'm heading back to my Dad's, we will hit the gym and then go home and clean. Booooring, but it has to be done.

What are all of you doing this week?

Ohh, by the way, this is the week when i have to be at work EARLY, goosh i dont like those weeks. Owell, keep walking, kepp shining and walk with your head high.


Just ordinary me.

Homecoming in Sutton last year. BLAST!


Saturday day.

It's been a calm and quit day today, my borther and i have just been hanging out and i have been studying quite alot, it had to get done, and even if it's not done yet i know i will be done by tomorrow. Thank good for that. I'm not even dressed yet, probably should go upstairs and get dressed cause we are about to leave for my brothers hockey game today, woho!

Anyhow, im staying at my Mom's one more day/night and then tomorrow i'm going back to my Dad's, working out and cleaning is what is up. And ofcurse finish my studies, but i will probbaly get that done before i go back to my Dad's.

Well, i better get going. What have all of you been up to today, and what are your plans for tonight?

Love.



Ohh sp much fun we had, and yupp, im totaly in to driving! HAHAH!!

Long emails and lovely words.

This morning when i checked my email i had two wonderful new emails in my inbox, one from H and one from C. It was a great beginning of the day and it made me feel great. I love to get emails, read the emails and then just... honestly i'm not that great at answering them.

Anyhow, had one class this morning and we got to work on our finals, which was great cause it was just what i needed. Mayeb that means i dont have to study like a fool this weekend. YEAH for me.

I'm at work now, but honestly i'm not tooo motivated, i guess it's Friday and that's what happens when nit's fridays? Or...is it?

Supposed to meet up with one of my GF, Elina, for coffee and some sweets but she texted me and cancelled, she had forgot about some family deal, sucks. Owell, hopefully we will still have time for it before xmas but honestly i doubt it. We will see.

Time for some more work then, work out, meet up with A, go shopping, windowshopping...who knows what i will do. Meeting up with my Mom, Bonusdad and my brother...talk to you later!

I want....

A big bag of candy right now, yumm yumm!!



Ohh so pretty?

Top Model stockholm ended last night and Hawa was the winner. Of the two girls left in the final i don't agree with the judges that she was the prettiest look, i think she looks...i don't know, and her pictures are not good, or not as good as Margarita. And honestly, i didn't relaly like any of the girls, but of thw two of them i think Maragrita should have won, Hawa, sorry girl, you are just not all that to me.

 Hawa.

 Margarita.

Top Model - www.tv3.se

Look at the cutest boy in the world.

So my love is probably the cutest thing in the world, he is one of a kind and he looks like one, he is the most beutiful thing out there. Just look at him :-) Baby please dont kill me for doing this.

   


No wonder i fell in love!

Happy Lucia!

Today is the day that we in Sweden celebrate as Lucia. Sinc ei have a BF from the US, i will give you all the definition of what Lucia is and what we do. (Not written by me and it's looooong!)


Most people in Scandinavian countries honor St. Lucia (also known as St. Lucy) each year on December 13. The celebration of St. Lucia Day began in Sweden, but had spread to Denmark and Finland by the mid-19th century.

In these countries, the holiday is considered the beginning of the Christmas season and, as such, is sometimes referred to as "little Yule." Traditionally, the oldest daughter in each family rises early and wakes each of her family members, dressed in a long, white gown with a red sash, and wearing a crown made of twigs with nine lighted candles. For the day, she is called "Lussi" or "Lussibruden (Lucy bride)." The family then eats breakfast in a room lighted with candles.


Light is a main theme of St. Lucia Day, as her name, which is derived from the Latin word lux, means light. Her feast day is celebrated near the shortest day of the year, when the sun's light again begins to strengthen. Lucia lived in Syracuse during the fourth century when persecution of Christians was common. Unfortunately, most of her story has been lost over the years. According to one common legend, Lucia lost her eyes while being tortured by a Diocletian for her Christian beliefs. Others say she may have plucked her own eyes out to protest the poor treatment of Christians. Lucia is the patron saint of the blind.

Sooo.... honestly i haven't read the whole thing, but what i love is when you sing Christmas carols and the little kids walks around singing and dresse dout for you. There is nothing like it right then and there. Have a great day people!

Lucia i SVT

Totally beutiful.

Nick Lachey and Vanessa Minnillo

I think Vanessas dress/shirt reaaaaaaally bad, i think it's adorable. And the way she wares it its really cute if you ask me.

Gossip...yupp that's what it is!

News from Hollywood!

- Jessica Alba and her lingtime boyfriend, Cash Warren, is expecting their first child. She id Due sometime late spring or early summer. WOW, this one really got me.

- Celebrities cheering Jennifer Love Hewitt on after the recent bikini pics that got out frm her vaccation. Curves are GREAT they all say. YEAH, right?

- Heidi Montag not wearing her engagment ring at The Hills afterparty. May they actuallly be broken up? Who cares?

- Jessica Simpson and NFL player Tony Romo are great together and are actually dattig, reports their mutual friends. AWESOME, hope she get to keep him this time.


Childhood crush.

I'm going to be totally honest, i have been the biggest fan of Backstreet Boys, and when i say biggest i mean biggest. And one of "my" lovers where Howie, and this past weekend he married hid girlfriend of four years. Congratulations i guess...good think i found my prince charming(C) or i would be crushed! :-)


Nothing but the good stuff.

There seems like christmas is what is on everyones lips these days. What do you want for chirstmas? What are you doing on xmas? Are you done with your xmas shopping? Are you excited for xmas? These are all question that is constantley popping up out of nowhere, which is totally fine by me.´I'm excited for xmas, i'm almoust done with my xmas shopping, i want alot of things for xmas and i'm celebrating xmas in Sweden the 24th and leaving for the US early the morning after. The life when you have your love on the other side of the world.

Time is ticking and this class is about over, yeah, time to get down to business and i will drop in later.

Is there anyone else then me that thinks what i write makes no sense? I will try to get better. Love.

Picture time.

Pictures from my Mom's B I G party this weekend. Love!

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There will always be weird people in the world.

It's been a long but yet really good weekend. My Mom and i spent a nice and calm day together all day satyrday, til it was time fr her big party, we all had a blast. A real sucess. I thin kmy brother came to the relization that he is becoming a bartender(??!!), owell, he is still young he might change his mind. Whatever makes him happy though. When i couldent sleep last night all kind of diffrent thoughts came to my mind, and i relized that there is only TWO weeks to christmas, lovely i most say, and as long til i get to see my baby again.

Speaking of chirstmas my mom got this lovely braclet saturday night, from Maria and Morgan, and i totally want the same one for chirstmas...let's hope that they see this...someone sees this! :-) It's lovely!

Anyhow, this is another bracelet i would love to wear. From http://www.bagsandfashion.com/product_info.php?cPath=55&products_id=700

Armband 001 - Bambina I love all the three colors and would love to wear them one by one or together. Cuuuute!

Chirstmas...now? Already?

Wow, i most be living somewhere else or between two worlds.....i guess i do, but yet, this is just weird how it i today went to my first christams dinner this year. Already? I don't get it, wasen't summer just now, did i not just start working, start school and didn't Chadly just leave? I guess not. Even though i'm about done with my xmas shopping i gues sit yet hasen't hit me that it's actually christams in like, three weeks? Wow. Snow`? Im even sick of weraing my boots, there seems to be no reason to wear them i could wear flats and a light coat. But i dont, cause aren't you in December supposed to be wearing your winter outfit? At least i'm. Maybe i just got it all wrong, time will tell.

Now im about ready to hop into bed. GREAT. I'm gonna be back at work tomorrow morning to get all my hours in and then it's school and then gym time.... Yeah! And i can't wait for our little dinner deal and then basketball...cosy! :-)

Sleep tight folks. Love.

The fun keeps coming.

The past months people that i have meet has told me that i look alot like Issie in Grey's Anatomy(Katherine Heigl!), which i would most defenatley say is an honor. But i'm not sure that i agree. But heck who cares... if i lookes like that i would be more then happy to get up in the morning and take a look in the mirror. I wish....


So it's supposed to be.

The end of this week is full of things, and i'm just wondering when i will have time for that things that are not yet planned. There is just no time for certain things.

Today
- Work 07:30 am - 13:00
- School 14:00 - 16:30
- Christmas dinner at work 17:00

Tomorrow
- Work 07:30 - 13:00
- School 14:00 - 16:00
- Work out
- Basketball game and dinner with Sanders 19:00
Saturday
- Mother and Daugther day (Can't tell you all the details)
     But included in the plan is movies at home, movie at the movie theatre and a work out and then a fancy dinner out for just the two of us.

Sunday
- Sleep in
- Study
- Talk to C...it's been forever

 HAHAHAH!

My Mom

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So i realized this morning that i haven't written my traditional bday wishes to my Mom. So know i will!
My Mom is best friend and probably the one that knows me the best, considering that she has been with me since day one and not ever left my side, good through bad. She has a great inpact in my life and keeps me going when times get rough, she keeps me down to earth and make me relize when i'm wrong or right. I would be nothing without my Mom, she is my heart my soul and my all... and i love her more then ever!

Happy delayed bday Mom.

Ohh so true and that's how i feel about you.

Some things, some friendships and some relationships really makes you wonder. Why didn't i stay friends with her, or why didn't we stay friends after we broke up(even if he cheathed on me)? Well, some sting syou just keep thinking about...but seriously, why?

"There comes a time in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, and who always will. Don't worry about the people from your past. There's a reason they didn't make it to your future."








So...what is today?

Slept in this morning, til ten, with my littlebrother next to me. I stayed home with him this morning, since my bonus dad is france and my Mom had to work. We skipped breakfast and went right at the left overs from last night, Yumm yumm!

I should be home now, i'm feeling it. It's hot in here and i want to go for a walk.
Maybe i should go for a walk?


Ordinary? Ohh nothing but ordinary.

You know when you are in between dating and...not dating? Is THAt not a clasical dilemma, ohh heck it is. And that feeling is just something that you could live on forever. I have that feeling all the time, C you give me that feeling every day. Since day one i have never once lost my head over heels in love with you feeling.

Summer: What do you want from me Cohen?
Seth: I just want you.




Ohh the things we do.

When i was walking home from work i happend to go through all of the great stores in Stockholm, or at least a few of them, and when i reached the subway i had....5 bags? Yeah, 5 bag full of clothes. For no one but myself. Isn't lovely at times how you spend so much money on yourself? I'm not sure i think so. My Mom keep telling me that i have to be able to spend some money on myself, and i guess she is right. But if so, why all this guilt?

Maybe i should just return it all...??

"Being a woman is hard work."


Sometimes love is all i need.




Music makes the world spin?

Some days, good or bad, there is just a few things, if so just for that day, that you feel like you can't live without. These are "my" songs for now.

- If i could turn back time/Cher
- How much i love you/Rihanna and neyo
- Bubbly/ Colbie Caillat
- Over you/ Chris Daughtry
- Wait for you/ Elliot Yamin 
- Take me there/Rascal flats
- A thousand miles/
- Amazed/Seal
- Not ready to make nice/Dixie Chicks
- Bleeding love/Leona Lewis
- Don't stop believing/Journey
- Don't stop the music/ Rihanna

Ohh Mr.DJ don't stop the music.


There are just some things

-..that you want to stay the same, or that you want to be repeated every year. Xmas tradition is such thing.

- I want it to snow on xmas, and i never lose the hope of it NOT snowing til the very last minute
- I want a mistletoe in my home. How great isn't to get that extra kiss from the people you love?
- I want and i need Santa to come to me on xmas evening, even if i'm not 5 anymore and are supposed to know that he "really" dosen't exist. To me he does. There is no real xmas without Santa.
- Every sunday up til xmas, advent, is speciall and supposed to be celebrated
- You don't decorate your xmas tree til the night before, but you have all the other decoration sout til the first weekend in December
- Xmas music is a must, such as "Last xmas", "I saw mommy kisisng santa", "I'm dreaming of a white xmas" and so many more
- Fake snow on the windows, just to get that feeling
- Red, gold, silver and white are the colors of my xmas tree and decorations

Christmas is here sooner then we thing, and i can't wait.


It's weird how things turn out.

- My brother has the chicken pox and is not feeling too good
- Im craving food, chocolate, candy, ice crean, pop corn, anything and everything at the time (No, im not pregnant!)
- I'm thinking way too much about the past
- ....and the future, i guess over analyzing things is what i do the best
- I want my boyfriend
- I cried watching Rocky the movie to´day (Yupp, im just like that!)
- I feel like not leaving ´the house til...in a long time.
- I got rid of my fake nails, and it hurts like a --------- cause my nail sunderneath almoust came out with them
- I'm sitting in a storm, there is some wild weather going on
- There are just some things i dont understand

What are you all up to tonight?


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