Here i go again...on my own?
Sitting with this stupid engslih speech, once again... just read it for my parents and im ow sitting doing the corrections of what we came up with together. Now i know its actually not that bad of a speech...but will i learn it all? Will i be able to present it as i should...how will it sound, what will the teacher think. What if i worked my butt of from this and my teacher wont even like it and i wont get that good of a grade that i would like. GOSH - that would kill me, not literally but damn close.
Its been a busy day, started out with going in to town to return all the shoes that i bought and then the shirts with the sweet text on it, i didnt like how it fitted. Sooo...i did that and then we bought my brother a key chain band thingy saying " im fit"..HAHAH, my choice, and i bought H another shirt. Then i went to th egym for an hour and then i got picked up and me and my Mom went to Lu's game. I gave up after a while i dont even know what they were trying to do today...but whatever it was it wasent good at all.
Better get back to my speech. I will check in later, before bed. Ohh, and my today's outfit will come tomorrow, im at my Mom's and i dont have a cord to my camera. But dont worry, you will get it!
Love!
Its been a busy day, started out with going in to town to return all the shoes that i bought and then the shirts with the sweet text on it, i didnt like how it fitted. Sooo...i did that and then we bought my brother a key chain band thingy saying " im fit"..HAHAH, my choice, and i bought H another shirt. Then i went to th egym for an hour and then i got picked up and me and my Mom went to Lu's game. I gave up after a while i dont even know what they were trying to do today...but whatever it was it wasent good at all.
Better get back to my speech. I will check in later, before bed. Ohh, and my today's outfit will come tomorrow, im at my Mom's and i dont have a cord to my camera. But dont worry, you will get it!
Love!
A speciall date.
Since C and i missed our one year anniversary together, we just decided then when i come we will go up to lincoln and shop and spend the night at a hotel or so and just...enjoy one another and one anothers company. It will be a blast and i cant wait. Walk hand in hand, stop and kiss, laugh and have fun, hours of shopping, hours of foood, and hours of just us together!
Love is defenatley in the air.
Love is defenatley in the air.
These shoes were not made for walking.
I just got home and i left at 11 this morning...i have been shopping til NOW, time 20:27. Hahah. Its been a good day though with good company, S and A, not at the same time though. It felt good to be able to get all the thoughts away from my engslig speech for a while since thats like the only thing that has been o my mind.
Now im just gonna drink ALOT of lemonwater and talk to C. The weekends are ours. And soon i will be there and then all days whikle be ours! YEAH! Cant wait...and since i bought all the gifts today im REALLY excited to see what everyone thinks about those too. :-)
Well, here comes some pictures from today. (Including my outfit!)
Now im just gonna drink ALOT of lemonwater and talk to C. The weekends are ours. And soon i will be there and then all days whikle be ours! YEAH! Cant wait...and since i bought all the gifts today im REALLY excited to see what everyone thinks about those too. :-)
Well, here comes some pictures from today. (Including my outfit!)
Today is the day.
Ím feeling good about things right now. My speech is about done, ten mor eminutes of work on it and im good to go, talked to me English teacher and she LOVED it, or yeah. Sooo im thinking it's friday, my speech is one, my manuscript sent in, my reflections on a text is done and im about ready to go to the gym. AND my partner in crime at work,Linda, invited me for dinner next sunday. Is really excited! 
Today's outfit.
Dress - Vero Moda
Pany hoos - H&M
Shoes - Din Sko
Coat - Tessie
Gotta love a busniess woman look.Today i felt like i was on top of the world!
Presents ohh do i love presents!
But this time its not presents for me, its for someone else. Bought my love a pair of shoes, it was 20% off and they are sweeeet. I cant show you just yet but when he says he likes them, or dont like them, i guess i can put a picture up...or you will just have to wait and see til he gets them! :-)
Im at work, we ran out and took our lunch brak at ten and we went downtown to look in stores and stuff. GREAT! Haha, good thing i always eat on my way to school or from school. What should i eat today? I have no clue what i WANT to eat, im just soooo focused on getting some feedback and help from my teacher about my Engslih speech, and if she says its good i can summerize it and then just memorize it all...Ohh that would be awesome. Then i need to finish up the manuscrpict correcting and send that in and im good to go. Will probably start working on the Religion/Communication essay to. Atleast just find some intresting facts.
Well, 15 minutes left at work then im heading for school for two hours. YEAH! Hahah, then the weekend and all theh things i have to get done is right infront of me. including working out since i missed it last night. Geeh i suck!
Have a great lunch.
Im at work, we ran out and took our lunch brak at ten and we went downtown to look in stores and stuff. GREAT! Haha, good thing i always eat on my way to school or from school. What should i eat today? I have no clue what i WANT to eat, im just soooo focused on getting some feedback and help from my teacher about my Engslih speech, and if she says its good i can summerize it and then just memorize it all...Ohh that would be awesome. Then i need to finish up the manuscrpict correcting and send that in and im good to go. Will probably start working on the Religion/Communication essay to. Atleast just find some intresting facts.
Well, 15 minutes left at work then im heading for school for two hours. YEAH! Hahah, then the weekend and all theh things i have to get done is right infront of me. including working out since i missed it last night. Geeh i suck!
Have a great lunch.
Arghhh!
Cant do it. Got it done. Almoust. Need to memorize it. Hate it. It turned out okay. Frustrated.
Yeah i could keep going the words are just flying out of me when it comes to this stupid english speech. I dont even know where to start. I guess we will see how it goes with it. Im mad cause i dindt have time to go to the gym, i guess in like an hour when im done with this i could put my walking shoes on and go for a walk, but im afraid of the dark and its pitch black out now. Ohh we will see i guess. I mean what would one size up do on me??! NOT good. Yeah, a powerwalk it must be.
Not done with the school stuff yet, but i wont get on and write more here anyways, cause im getting tired, cranky and really frustarted. Who knew it could be like this?
Sleep tight!
Aww, loook how proud he looks for cathing that little thing! Im proud of you too :-)
Yeah i could keep going the words are just flying out of me when it comes to this stupid english speech. I dont even know where to start. I guess we will see how it goes with it. Im mad cause i dindt have time to go to the gym, i guess in like an hour when im done with this i could put my walking shoes on and go for a walk, but im afraid of the dark and its pitch black out now. Ohh we will see i guess. I mean what would one size up do on me??! NOT good. Yeah, a powerwalk it must be.
Not done with the school stuff yet, but i wont get on and write more here anyways, cause im getting tired, cranky and really frustarted. Who knew it could be like this?
Sleep tight!
Aww, loook how proud he looks for cathing that little thing! Im proud of you too :-)Today's outfit.
Grey dress - H&M
Black panty hoos - Åhléns
Black boots - Scorett
Some days are days you just want to forget
And today is that kind of day. I have to study, LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS, actually i think its not THAT bad, but in my head it is, i have made it a big deal, even though it dont have to be THAT big of a deal. Owell, that is what happens to people at times. My Dad is working late tonight so i have the whole apartmenat to myself, and here is my T O DO LIST:
* Do every single part of my Engslig speech! Till its done, over, finito, finished, klart...EVERYTHING!
* Go to the gym and work out.
* Have soup, and after that Pancakes
I need to get going if i want all this to be done, and me good to go for bed at 10!!! Ohh, and when it's dark outside i will light candles all over the apartment to create a relaxing enviroment and play some nice soul and RNB in the stero. But THAT i can do now.
I will write more when im done!!
* Do every single part of my Engslig speech! Till its done, over, finito, finished, klart...EVERYTHING!
* Go to the gym and work out.
* Have soup, and after that Pancakes
I need to get going if i want all this to be done, and me good to go for bed at 10!!! Ohh, and when it's dark outside i will light candles all over the apartment to create a relaxing enviroment and play some nice soul and RNB in the stero. But THAT i can do now.
I will write more when im done!!
I suck, oficially, i know.
Soo, its been two slow, weird, nice, busy but yet not two past days. But hey, who cares i guess...I got out school two hours earlier both days, which means, i dint have class at all. Which means that i COULD have slept in and gone to work like an hour later and still get everything done and in at work. Life is a bitch at times, a bigger one then me as well. Haha.
Been looking for bday gifts for J, and kinda got H one, and i need to get K, Mom C and Big B sum too...but i dont really know what for most of them. Think i found this cuuuute top thingy for K today, im thinking i need to go back and buy it tomorrow, probably will too. And Big B i have a plan for, but the other ones are alot harder to get sum for. But i know i will find something, at some point, hopefully just before i leave though and i dont want to get all stressed out about it so i need to get it done this week so i can get all other things done before i fly off.
It seems like i actually will be moving next year, i think we are sooo excited both of us, cause its soo unreal, which makes us even more excited. Hahah!
I need to get some stuff fixed now before A is coming over.
I will try to get some more blog entries in later on tonight. But there is Idol on tonight, YEAH, and Greys...love itm, but seen tonight episode already last year. Owell. Maybe i will watch it anyways, cant get enough of McDreamy or.... Dr Burke, or....Meredith or, jus all of them! LOVE greys. 
Today's outfit.
Idol 2007
Great season fr the Swedish idol 2007...im thinking i will get too attached though, so before it gets going for real i should stop watching. There is someone that is NOT good singing now...me dont like. Well, im about ready for bed. I know its not even 9 but im tiiiired, no suprise i guess? Hahah.
I got most of the things on my list done, not done with a new speech but hopefully i will manage that too this week, or i mean i WILL get that done this week as well. Have a great monday evening.
Love. (Pictures from this weekend!)
1. My brother sleeping
2. The cat, Jamas, sleeping
3. Mom and i poosing
4. Grandma
5. Me!
6. Mom :-)
I got most of the things on my list done, not done with a new speech but hopefully i will manage that too this week, or i mean i WILL get that done this week as well. Have a great monday evening.
Love. (Pictures from this weekend!)
1. My brother sleeping
2. The cat, Jamas, sleeping
3. Mom and i poosing
4. Grandma
5. Me!
6. Mom :-)
Mondays bloody mondays.
Mondays are always slow, and there is no time to kill...always something to do. What i hate is that i can just work for two hours, give and take. And i talked to my english teacher and i wrote my english speech wrong, so that sucks. Or i guess atleast i can just add one more thing to my "to do list". YEAH me. Hahaha.
So here comes TODAYS To-Do-List
- Correcting my Maunuscript (Teacher gave them back!)
- Have dinner with my Dad (It's rare...we just live under the same roof!)
- Go for a power wal AND to the gym.
- Answer the emails and msg from the US people
- RE write my English speech.
I guess thats not too bad. Time will tell! Hahah. 
Movies in review.
The movies we watched yesterday AND today were all really REALLY good...girls weekend was some great tajming. Just what i needed...:! Thsi is what i thought about the movies.
1 . Message in a bottle
- Great movie. I cried my way through it, or i guess i started crying after like 30 min and then i barley stopped at all. We get to see how a love story between a guy who have lost his wife and a girl who has been through a divorce progresses into something...! (Yuupp, you figure that out!
2. Because i said so
- Cute movie with alot of good actresses. A typically girl movie and i think both my Mom and i recognized ourselves in alot of situations, and at times...it was like my grandma was in the movie with us. In this movie we get to see how a mom is willig to do anything to find the right guy for her youngest and unmarried douagther...well yeah, you can just emagine...CRAZAY! And totally loveble.
3. The dvil wears prada
- Funny movie with a good meaning in it, that everything is what you makes of it and not everyine want the same thing, but that dosent mean that the person not wanting what you want or finding what you think is important does not mean he or she is wrong and you are right. More a great "get going" movie or how to get a career. Cosy and funny, more the worth while watching.
RENT THEM AND ENJOY THEM!
Have a great continous sunday.
1 . Message in a bottle
- Great movie. I cried my way through it, or i guess i started crying after like 30 min and then i barley stopped at all. We get to see how a love story between a guy who have lost his wife and a girl who has been through a divorce progresses into something...! (Yuupp, you figure that out!
2. Because i said so
- Cute movie with alot of good actresses. A typically girl movie and i think both my Mom and i recognized ourselves in alot of situations, and at times...it was like my grandma was in the movie with us. In this movie we get to see how a mom is willig to do anything to find the right guy for her youngest and unmarried douagther...well yeah, you can just emagine...CRAZAY! And totally loveble.
3. The dvil wears prada
- Funny movie with a good meaning in it, that everything is what you makes of it and not everyine want the same thing, but that dosent mean that the person not wanting what you want or finding what you think is important does not mean he or she is wrong and you are right. More a great "get going" movie or how to get a career. Cosy and funny, more the worth while watching.
RENT THEM AND ENJOY THEM!
Have a great continous sunday.
The one person in the world.
...that i love more then i can ever explain just wrote me the most amazing poem in the world, or he sent me the most amazing poem in the world, cause even though he found it onlinne...ohhh my, am i the luckiest girl in the world or not? Ohh yes i am.
I need you.
I Need You
Tim McGraw Featuring Faith Hill
(Tim)
I wanna drink that shot of whiskey
I wanna smoke that cigarette
I wanna smell that sweet addiction on my breath
I wanna ride across West Virginia, in the back seat of a Cadillac
You know some cowboys like me go out like that
So I need you
Like a needle needs a vein
Like my uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs the rain
And I need you
Like a lighthouse on a coast
Like the Father and the Son need the Holy Ghost
I need you
(Faith)
I wanna get lost in some corner booth, Cantina Mexico
[I Need You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
I wanna dance to the static of an AM radio
I wanna wrap the moon around us, lay beside you skin on skin
Make love til the sun comes up, til the sun goes down again
Cause I need you
Like a needle needs a vein
Like uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs the rain
I need you
Like a lighthouse needs a coast
Like the Father and the Son need the Holy Ghost
I need you, OOH I need you
(Tim)
I wanna drink that shot of whiskey
I wanna smoke that cigarette
You know some cowboys like me go out like that
So I need you, wohh I need you
I need you I need you I need you, I nee-ed you
Baby this is not even close to describing how much i need you. I love you.
This is for you!
Tim McGraw Featuring Faith Hill
(Tim)
I wanna drink that shot of whiskey
I wanna smoke that cigarette
I wanna smell that sweet addiction on my breath
I wanna ride across West Virginia, in the back seat of a Cadillac
You know some cowboys like me go out like that
So I need you
Like a needle needs a vein
Like my uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs the rain
And I need you
Like a lighthouse on a coast
Like the Father and the Son need the Holy Ghost
I need you
(Faith)
I wanna get lost in some corner booth, Cantina Mexico
[I Need You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
I wanna dance to the static of an AM radio
I wanna wrap the moon around us, lay beside you skin on skin
Make love til the sun comes up, til the sun goes down again
Cause I need you
Like a needle needs a vein
Like uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs the rain
I need you
Like a lighthouse needs a coast
Like the Father and the Son need the Holy Ghost
I need you, OOH I need you
(Tim)
I wanna drink that shot of whiskey
I wanna smoke that cigarette
You know some cowboys like me go out like that
So I need you, wohh I need you
I need you I need you I need you, I nee-ed you
Baby this is not even close to describing how much i need you. I love you.
This is for you!Some GREAT food but even better company!
Its the weekend we do every year, my Mom and i have a all cuddling up weekend, watching movies and EATING, food, candy, chips and everything, while the guys are away doing their own thing. We have walked ALOT today, kinda like we switched the movie watching to walking..hahah! But now it's time for some movies, first in line is a movie with Kevin Costner and Robin Wright Penn in "Message in a bottle", then later on it's time for Mandy More and Diane Keatin in "Because i said so", and then the last one is "The devils wear Prada" . GIRLS MOVIE NIGHT IS ON!
I will let you know what i thought about the movies later. And sho some great pics form this weekend and all the FOOD! YUMM!
Have a great time til then!
I will let you know what i thought about the movies later. And sho some great pics form this weekend and all the FOOD! YUMM!
Have a great time til then!
Desperate Housewife.
Today's outfit.
Today's outfit.
Black dress - My Mom's old one
Brown panty hoes - Vero Moda
Brown long tank top - H&M
Shoes - Din Sko
Cardigan white - Zara
Work work work.
Im in a good mood today. The morning stárted out with a good conversation with C at the same time that i was enjoying a superb breakfast, good times. Then i had a meeting with a event place to organize our class party that we have TWO weeks before graduation, the 16th of May (People that know they NEED to know this, put it in your planners!). Actually i think i might have a intern place too for this fall. AWESOME!
Now im at work and things are great, im just in a great mood today, awesome.
Talk to you after lunch!
Hahahah! Love you babay!
Now im at work and things are great, im just in a great mood today, awesome.
Talk to you after lunch!
Hahahah! Love you babay!
Today's outfit.
Here comes the days outfits! My work and school outfit + my work out outfit! :-) Enojoy! Hahahah!
Blue pants - H&M
Grey t-shirt - Sutton weight lifting
Brown Sweatshirt - Bik Bok
Shoes - Nike
White and black top - Charlotte Russe
Black jeans - JC/Diesel
Brown coat - Vero Moda
Gold scarf - H&M + Black stocking hat - Åhléns
Blue pants - H&M
Grey t-shirt - Sutton weight lifting
Brown Sweatshirt - Bik Bok
Shoes - Nike
White and black top - Charlotte Russe
Black jeans - JC/Diesel
Brown coat - Vero Moda
Gold scarf - H&M + Black stocking hat - Åhléns
It's been a long time since i left you.
I have been really bad, once again, on updating my blogg. Will try to get better, its all about time though...something i have absolutely nothing of these days it seems like. However, here im writing.
Just got back from working out....as alwyas, ohh buoy do i love working out! I worked late today and will do so again tomorrow and friday...need to catch up, i guess its all about the money, ha? Not just though, i feel so obligated to be there the hours im "supposed" to. Actually i got some cred from both of my bosse's today, that felt good, espacially since i did a whole lot more then i usually do..! YEAH!
Sooo, i will fill you in as i update today. And todays outfits will be pictured later today.
Now tme for some deliciously ready to go food....
Just got back from working out....as alwyas, ohh buoy do i love working out! I worked late today and will do so again tomorrow and friday...need to catch up, i guess its all about the money, ha? Not just though, i feel so obligated to be there the hours im "supposed" to. Actually i got some cred from both of my bosse's today, that felt good, espacially since i did a whole lot more then i usually do..! YEAH!
Sooo, i will fill you in as i update today. And todays outfits will be pictured later today.
Now tme for some deliciously ready to go food....
Class photo and work anxiety!
Class photo was in the planner today, great?! Ha, not. I wish i didnt feel sooo bad about just working for 2 hours today. But i know i will make it. i will make it up later this week...but yet, you know.
Im sitting in class, there is ll15 min left. I wish i could just leave now.
Im actually looking forward to working out with my class at the gym this afternoon, then i get my work out done, on actuall "school time". Awesome.
I need to get going, get this thing written.
To do list today:
- Go to work
- Work out
- Work on school things when i get home
- Meet up with Alexandra
Have a great day!
Really OLD picture of me and my Brother.
Im sitting in class, there is ll15 min left. I wish i could just leave now.
Im actually looking forward to working out with my class at the gym this afternoon, then i get my work out done, on actuall "school time". Awesome.
I need to get going, get this thing written.
To do list today:
- Go to work
- Work out
- Work on school things when i get home
- Meet up with Alexandra
Have a great day!
Really OLD picture of me and my Brother.
Leading ladies...or something like that!
I love these two ladies sense of style an dthe way the most of the time dress, both oficially and unoficially!
Catherine Zeta Jones and Jennifer Aniston
And look at these womens curves, mm, im lovin it!
Catherine Zeta Jones and Jennifer Aniston
And look at these womens curves, mm, im lovin it!
It's raining!
Its cold, raining and pitch black outside, even though it's just 7 at night. The fall is officially here. And im liking it actuallly, as long as you are dressed well and you can chose when to go outside and when to stay inside, in your bed, on the cauch or under your cover. Today is a night like that. we are having take out we are watching fball and just laying around, there is just one thing missing....C!!
In no time we will have this toghether baby! You just hold on.
This picture is really OLD, but when i think back at this day i get butterflies in my Stomach...amazing!
In no time we will have this toghether baby! You just hold on.
This picture is really OLD, but when i think back at this day i get butterflies in my Stomach...amazing!
Today's outfit.
It's back, yupp it is. Here it comes, Sundays outfit.
Dress/long sweatshirt - H&M
Panty hoes brown - Gina Tricot
shoes - Scorett
Coat - Vero Moda
Dress/long sweatshirt - H&M
Panty hoes brown - Gina Tricot
shoes - Scorett
Coat - Vero Moda
Go baby go!
Been to the gym again today, after a week without it, horrible week. Im glad i was back. I always feel so good after working out. AMAZING. And then there is all these diffrent ways you can do it. Ohh i love it. e and i talked and we are not meeting up all the girls tonight, people are too tired and so on. But owell i guess,ha? Thinking i might get some homework and stuff done now....not that i have any, but i will get to talk a whole lot more to C. Which rocks too.
I have my camera back now, so before i leave for L hockey practice todays outfit will be back and then i will get som great pics of him on the ice! YEAH!
Be back in no time.
I have my camera back now, so before i leave for L hockey practice todays outfit will be back and then i will get som great pics of him on the ice! YEAH!
Be back in no time.
A night "out" .
Just got back from my God parents, had some GREAT dinner...i will soo need to try to make that chicken, it was delicous. Yumm! The kids are as crazy as usull, but thats just fun, they were really tired by the time i was leaving though and im glad i left when i did, CHAOS! Hahah. But thats how it is supposed to be. Talked to S on my way home, seems like i havent seen her for a VERY VERY long time, i guess i havent though, owell, we will have to get better. We are having a coffee after work on Tuesday, so that will be good, i will go to school, go to work and then meet up with her. GREAT!
Tomorrows agenda is pretty busy it feels like. Im sleeping in, i HAVE to, i need to get my hours of sleep, then im going to the gym, looking over this comings weeks school work and then im watching my baby brother playing ice hockey and then meeting up with E, H and A in town for dinner/coffee. That will be fun. now i need to get some mail answered and then finish reading cosmo and talking to C.
Have a great night people! 
Im a cosmopolitan girl.
My dad got home from the store with the brand new Cosmopolitan, GREAT reading. I muxh rather read the American and British version though, cuase it includes a whole lot more, and usually it sounds alot more "beliveble" then it does in the Swedish version. Owell, i cant pay like 300:-...or i guess i could if i REALLY wanted to, but i will just read them when i come to my lovely second family, C and his family. That works! Anyways, the funny thing is that i havent read it since like July's issue, i think, or August's nor for sure, but then when i do read it again its all about distance relationships. It's funny in two ways, first cause i have one myself. and second of all im writing a book in school just about distance relationships. Sooo...it was GREAT!
Another thing i liked about it was that it contained alot of information about what to do and what not to do when you are on your way up, or working your way up when it comes to jobs, and having a career.
This month's Cosmo = Great!
Big + this month is that i LOVE Jessica Alba, more so her style then the movies she makes. She is also a young owman we will see plenty of more of in the future!
Another thing i liked about it was that it contained alot of information about what to do and what not to do when you are on your way up, or working your way up when it comes to jobs, and having a career.
This month's Cosmo = Great!
Big + this month is that i LOVE Jessica Alba, more so her style then the movies she makes. She is also a young owman we will see plenty of more of in the future!
All there is is rumors
Some things, some people, dont seem to have anything else on their minds except for trashing other people, spreading rumors about other people. - wheter it is their love life, relationships, friendships, what she is wearing, whatshe did or didnt do last summer. PLEASE, get a life!
And yes, life in a high school in the US, is like all you see in the movies. They think.
And yes, life in a high school in the US, is like all you see in the movies. They think.
It's been some crazy times.
Yeah, well, i told you all about my hospital visit, yesterday i was at my physical therapist and... i will just say that it was weird. (i will tell you more later on, when i know how it goes!).
Today has been a slooow day, i worked for aboout 4 hours(waaaaay to little for this week, next week is a WORKING week, like no other!), then i had class for 2 hours, and then i went into town, to the bank and so on, then i meet up with A and we went to the mall. SHOPPING! Hahaha. Then we cooked and ate and now we are both ready to hit bed.
I will talk to you tomorrow.
My Baby is calling, gotta go. Sleep tight people!
Today has been a slooow day, i worked for aboout 4 hours(waaaaay to little for this week, next week is a WORKING week, like no other!), then i had class for 2 hours, and then i went into town, to the bank and so on, then i meet up with A and we went to the mall. SHOPPING! Hahaha. Then we cooked and ate and now we are both ready to hit bed.
I will talk to you tomorrow.
My Baby is calling, gotta go. Sleep tight people!
Have you ever?
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get in your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get in your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep
You are already in my heart, you will soon be in my arms. I found you. And i have and i always will love you so much that it could make me cry. Forever with you!
Someone please call 911.
No, it wasent THAT bad, but i did spend the night at the ER last night, i didnt get home till 3:30 Am(this morning!). But i will be fine and it was not a big deal at all. Time will make it go away. No doubt. I do feel bad that i missed work this morning, but i guess thats how it goes, its more like, i missed out on the money that i should have had after today. Owell, my health is more important? I guess so.
We decided on a theme now for our class photo, teachers, we are all gonn alook like the teachers in our school dress, dress code, suits, here we come. It will be fun, something new.
I just wanted to update, but i will be home later on, we will see if i have the energy to write anything then.
:-) Later people.
I love this room, would never decorate my home in these colors!
We decided on a theme now for our class photo, teachers, we are all gonn alook like the teachers in our school dress, dress code, suits, here we come. It will be fun, something new.
I just wanted to update, but i will be home later on, we will see if i have the energy to write anything then.
:-) Later people.
I love this room, would never decorate my home in these colors!
Everlasting.
There are some things that you know are gonna last forever. We are one of them, without a doubt in my mind. Yes, im aware of how many people that have said that before me, and how many relationship that hasent lasted, but people, we are not one of them. I just needed to clear that out. He is my baby and he will always be my baby. It's us against the world. Wheather some people like it or dont like it, the people that matters, the two of us, our closest family and friends, love us together. And nothing could ever break us up.
Im done with my homework, i guess i didnt have as much homework as i thought, i like that. Hahah. I talked to one of my dearest friends today too, H, we are planing on getting some girls together on Friday night and grab a cup of tea at a really nice and relaxed coffee house. I cant wait til Friday. I also talked to A for a long time, seems like we havent seen or talked to eachother in forever, saw her like ten minutes this weekend, and thats it. And S i havent seen for ages either. I wish we all had more time.
Now its time for email answering HO and J both wrote me loooong emails, and HO i NEED to answer your emails fast, even though you dont, hahah! Just kidding.
Well people, talk to you later!
Im done with my homework, i guess i didnt have as much homework as i thought, i like that. Hahah. I talked to one of my dearest friends today too, H, we are planing on getting some girls together on Friday night and grab a cup of tea at a really nice and relaxed coffee house. I cant wait til Friday. I also talked to A for a long time, seems like we havent seen or talked to eachother in forever, saw her like ten minutes this weekend, and thats it. And S i havent seen for ages either. I wish we all had more time.
Now its time for email answering HO and J both wrote me loooong emails, and HO i NEED to answer your emails fast, even though you dont, hahah! Just kidding.
Well people, talk to you later!
What do you do when you dont know where to start?
There is alot of things i should be doing right now, like homework, which i will start with soon. Today is a day when i just need to lay down and cry, not that that will make me miss him more, or make the bill i just paid unpaied, or it wont give me the boots and shoes i need, it wont get me the money to buy that AMAZING shirt for C, it wont give me the gym clothes i want but yet all i want to do is lay down and cry. I though working out would help, i guess not.
Time for some homework people.
Time for some homework people.
För att du finns.
I know, that was Swedish and some of you might not understand that, but just ask C, he is REALLY learning now. That is one of my absolute favorite songs right now, and i wish that it was sung in Engslish as well, maybe i have to call and have the singer trannslate it and sing it at our wedding, that would be AWESOME! Hmm...good idea. I like it!
I just got back (15 min ago) from my Godparnets house, i had some great dinner and it's just a blast being around the children. They are getting so big, they are still babies in my mind. Same goes for my Brother, feels like he was just born.- I guess they are growing for each day passing.
(I will show pictures when i go bak, forgot my camera!!!)
I just got back (15 min ago) from my Godparnets house, i had some great dinner and it's just a blast being around the children. They are getting so big, they are still babies in my mind. Same goes for my Brother, feels like he was just born.- I guess they are growing for each day passing.
(I will show pictures when i go bak, forgot my camera!!!)
Working 9 to 5
It's sunday, but there is always something to do anyways. I should be writing on our group work for our religion class that is due on Friday, so we have it done before this week starts, but it seems like im the only one thinking that way, good thing "i did my part" then i guess. I need to call the girls and see how far they got. Hopefuly something got done.
I just got back frm working out, do i love working out or what, the feeilng afterwards is priceless! Now i have to shower and then im going over to my godparents house!
Have a great day people!
Wish i could go here right now!
I just got back frm working out, do i love working out or what, the feeilng afterwards is priceless! Now i have to shower and then im going over to my godparents house!
Have a great day people!
Wish i could go here right now!
Go Sweden Go!!
It's time for Sweden to play Denmark in the European Championship qualification game. We NEED to win, buy Denmark need to win even more. This should be intresting.
GO SWEDEN GO!!!
Winter ohh winter.
I found this GREAT looking coat at Vero Moda the other week. And looking at it again yesterday im pretty sure that i want the coat for this winter. Im not sure though. It's black(of curse), longer and with a waist belt and a puffy on the "bottom", it's not long long, its about down to the mid of my thighs. Hmm..i will have to show Dad tomorrow. We will see what he says. I want another pair of boots too, an if i go to SkoPunkten i will get THREE pairs for the price of one at another store...this would be my three shoes then.
But im not sure. But i need to show my Dad the shoes and the coat!
But im not sure. But i need to show my Dad the shoes and the coat!
Too often irationall decisions are horrible decisions!
I cut my hair. Or no, wrong, i cut my bangs, WAAAAAY to short. Yes, im glad i didnt cut it all, that i didnt cut anything on how long it is. Thank god i didnt. I "just" cut my bangs. Ohh its killing me, yes i know its "just" my hair and "just" my bangs, but ohh no, its not. It's MY hair, and i cant do anything about it, just watch it grow out and pray that it will go fast. Ohh lord will i pray for it to grow fast! And everyone out there, pray for my hair to grow fast. Anxiety, like no other. Owell, moving on i guess.
My head hurts, feels like a migrane is coming closer, and i cant do anything to prevent it , thats what sucks. I know tonight will be a night infront of the TV, watching nothing but soccer, and Sweden WILL win, and just eat some good food and lots of candy and crappy food. I know i shouldent eat it since i KNOW i will be complainging about that later on, i will say i shouldent have had that or this or that and so on. But too bad i NEED that as much as i NEED McDonalds right now. GOSH, i need to get my drivers licens!
My head hurts, feels like a migrane is coming closer, and i cant do anything to prevent it , thats what sucks. I know tonight will be a night infront of the TV, watching nothing but soccer, and Sweden WILL win, and just eat some good food and lots of candy and crappy food. I know i shouldent eat it since i KNOW i will be complainging about that later on, i will say i shouldent have had that or this or that and so on. But too bad i NEED that as much as i NEED McDonalds right now. GOSH, i need to get my drivers licens!
Sweet days are always in the back of your mind.
I have really REALLY been missing my lover the past days, acyuallty i kinda cried last night when he called after school to tell me good night(Time difference people!). Earlier this week i s was too tired to really have time to talk to him, or time and time, for some reason i was always asleep when he called. I for surely cant get him out of my mind. And i love that.
When days are hard i just think about all the 100 days and more we have had together that has been magnificent!
Can't wait til im with you!
Like this, his first Swedish pizza! Hahahah!
When days are hard i just think about all the 100 days and more we have had together that has been magnificent!
Can't wait til im with you!
Like this, his first Swedish pizza! Hahahah!
Some days are not like other days.
I freaked out last night, suddenly relizing that i had done something HORRIBLE wrong at work. Owell, i guess things like that happens? And ten a clock at night when you are laying in bed, what an you do? Nothing. But i hate that feeling. At least i got it all straighted out today.
I have to say, i was supposed to go to mu uncles 50th bday dinner thing, but i cancelled, im tired and i really feel like i HAVE to get our religion project done, even though it's not due til next Friday + it's GROUPwork. I know, i should let the other people in the group work on it too. But no, i just feel like i want to get it done, get it out of my way, so i dont have to "worry" about it anymore. Maybe i will do all i can and then send it over to my group and they can "fix" it. That's it, got it.
Well, i better get back to business, i will write more later!
And Baby, there is not even words for how much i miss you, good thing i will be seeing you soon! Ohh, i just want to la in your arms!
This weeks outfits!
Sorry for the delay, but here comes this weeks outfoits, so far! :-)
Monday Tuesday Wed.
Monday Tuesday Wed.
No flowers in the park
It seems like Stockholm's fall is coming really fast, its crazy, did we even have summer? If so, i cant really remember to many good days. School is slow today,im done with all the things we are supposed to be done with, i wish i could just go to work and work some more hours then im supposed to and then i really have time to. I have a busy schedule today, always something to do.
- Class 09:30 - 11:00 --> Will work on our Religion project, then i dont have to do it at home
- 11:15 - 17:00 --> Work time
- 17:30 - 19:30 --> "Babysit" my brother and take a power walk, WITH him. He will LOVE it, haha!
- 19:30 - 20:15 --> Work out at the gym. YEAH, finally, i just hope my throat can handle it!
- 20:30 - ? --> Get things done at home, shower, clean, cook and so on.
- 22:15 - ? --> Talk to C and then hit BED!
Yupp, this whole week is really busy, and there is so much i should really get done. And people i want to see, and hang out with! I just need to find the time! Well, atleats im organized, and that will get me through this year.
Talk to you later, have a great day!
- Class 09:30 - 11:00 --> Will work on our Religion project, then i dont have to do it at home
- 11:15 - 17:00 --> Work time
- 17:30 - 19:30 --> "Babysit" my brother and take a power walk, WITH him. He will LOVE it, haha!
- 19:30 - 20:15 --> Work out at the gym. YEAH, finally, i just hope my throat can handle it!
- 20:30 - ? --> Get things done at home, shower, clean, cook and so on.
- 22:15 - ? --> Talk to C and then hit BED!
Yupp, this whole week is really busy, and there is so much i should really get done. And people i want to see, and hang out with! I just need to find the time! Well, atleats im organized, and that will get me through this year.
Talk to you later, have a great day!
Aint no sunshine when he's gone.
I miss you baby. Im just so sick of always definding things. Not just us, things. People need to know where the line is drawn between private and what not. I respect other peoples dicisions, so please respect mine and be happy for me and whoever is involved. PLEASE!
I mis syou Baby, i want you by my side, you light up my day, any day and any time. You are my superstar!
I mis syou Baby, i want you by my side, you light up my day, any day and any time. You are my superstar!
Today's outfit.
White shirt with print - Vanity
Jeans - The Buckle
White shoes - Din Sko
Brown coat - Vero Moda (Friends)
Black stocking hat - Åhléns
I have just been in bed all day, took a bath and now i just got back from the mall after exchanging some swedish money to dollars. It's getting closer. YEAH. And exchanging money made it feel like its even MORE closer. Now it's pancake time! Yumm!
What i got from my girls (The gift card!) :-)
Red big shirt, with a big thick neck 
Green shirt 
Blue polo (it's darker in real) Everthing Is from Zara, where i got a gift card!
When will the bad stuff be good?
It's been some rough days, or week i should say. C's Grandpa passing away and everything around that, such as thoughts, feelings and so on. I wish no one had to go through that. Then last night C called me, he was sad, and i thought my heart was gonna break, even before he had said anything. It turned out he got hurt bad at their first FB game at home. GREAT i thought, just like last year. Turned out, after seeing the doctor today, things werent as bad as we first thought. GOOD. Thank god, i dont know how much he can take. When will the ba dturn good?
MAYBE, MAYBE i know the answer to that question, it has to do with our future, job, and internship this fall. I will keep you updated!
My lover playing FB!
MAYBE, MAYBE i know the answer to that question, it has to do with our future, job, and internship this fall. I will keep you updated!
My lover playing FB!
Today and Yesterdays outfits!
For some odd reason my sign on site on blogg has not been working. Thats why its been some really bad updates, or rather no updates. I will try to get better now when it seems to work again! :-)
Yesterdays outfit!
Black t-shirt - H&M
Light jeans - The Buckle
Black coat - Tessie
Todays outfit!
Purple tank top - H&M
Jeans - BikBok
White cardigan - Zara
White shoes - Din Sko
Silver coat - Zara
Purple stocking hat - Åhléns
If you hit the pictures you will see them big!
Yesterdays outfit!
Black t-shirt - H&M
Light jeans - The Buckle
Black coat - Tessie
Todays outfit!
Purple tank top - H&M
Jeans - BikBok
White cardigan - Zara
White shoes - Din Sko
Silver coat - Zara
Purple stocking hat - Åhléns
If you hit the pictures you will see them big!
