Some things never change

Sometimes, when i just sit back and think, i really relize that some things never do change. And sometimes when i sit back and think, i dont want things to ever change.


My crazy crazy world

Hahaha. Things we do. Things we talk about. Things we think about. Things we wish were gone. Things we wish we had. Yeah i know, it's crazy. Im gonna be honest with you guys, im making a I WANT LIST(atleast for today!)

- Get my cellulites OFF my body
- Have long hair
- Not be so tall
- Not have big hips (By the way, HOW did i get big hips when no one in my family has it, BUt me!?)
- be able to eat anything without gaining weight(or cellulites)

And yes, right now my world is ful of cellulite thinking. And im gettiing a migrane. Gosh...Long day has passed, long day will come!

I may not look like THAT but i feel like it!

Todays outift

So i will for surely write more on here later, right now im just putting what im wearing on here.

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-Black Jeans
- Gold shoes
- Top with diffrent colors

Where is it?

Where is my summer.... :-( It's almoust July and i cant see any signs of the summer coming anytime soon. It's too bad, C wont se ethe best thing about Sweden, and the most amazing Swedish time. Owell, i guess...Kinda sad is it though!

Someone woke me up at 06:54 this morning, emergency girlfriend call. I love being back. :-) We have just been laying in my bed all morning, but i have ACTUALLY been working out too. It was...rough today, really rough. Now im cooking lunch, she has been home to get changed while i was working out...fair? Hahah. I dont't know. But there is agirls day on it's way. YEAH YEAH!


say....now what, or..?

Yupp, it's true, the spice girls are back. And i dont know what to say about it...hit or diss? I dont know, i will sleep on it. This is how it looked on their first oficiall apperence together.

GIRL POWER  photo | Spice Girls, Emma Bunton, Geri Halliwell, Melanie Brown, Victoria Beckham

My rooooom

Yupp, im working on it, and it will be ADORABLE, in a Nathalie way when im done, but hey i better be done on Sunday my lover gets here Monday so. Owell, i guess it will be then. Now it's time for bed, tomorrow i promise to update A L O T better, take my word for it.
Good night.


Cute livingroom....not my colors, but still...cute! :-)

I know!

Okay, so i havent been home since yesterday before we wnet to IKEA, that's why i havent written a thing in the blog since then either. I'm sorry. I know, i say that every time i havent written in the blog for a while, owell, things lke that do happen.

Today...yes, it has been an all Nathalie and Ludvig day, and it was great. We had lunch, looked at the sales and went to a movie. And yeah, we bought delicious strawberries that we forgot under our seats at the cinnema. Owell, hopefully someone who likes it, found them. Ohh, we watched "Stamp the yard", it's new in Sweden, even though it's been out on DVD for MONTHS in the US. Owell...i absolutely LOVED it, so C baby, we have to learn how to dance like that!


Yeah i know, that's not dancing, but ohh what a love they shared!

Time for some shopping....AGAIN!

Yupp, that's right C. I know i have enough clothes, but this is for my room, so that it will look AMAZING when you come(Four days!). I need to go and get "legs" for my bed and then im of to IKEA again. Sweetness, i could almoust pack a tent and live outside of IKEA righgt now. Or, i guess im making up for lost time from last year! Hahaha. Pick and choose, im going no matter what.


Today's outfit

image80It's raining, it's kinda chilly and "cold"...Goosh, lovely Sweden lovely.
Owell, this is today's outfit!

- LIght slim jeans
- White and darkblue striped long sleeved t-shirt
- White shoes
- Brown Leather jacket
- Light brown purse
- Burberry umprella

It's just this...something

Well, i love celebrities,  the are just so pretty, and even though you KNOW that they dont look like that 24/7...so what. This couple is really pretty together and its great that they have now gotten their own little family, witn Sam Alexis added. Yupp, im talking about Elin Nordgren and Tiger Woods.

Elin and Tiger Woods
Tiger, Elin and Sam with Taz, left, and Yogi, center.

what a day!

Great weather, great company, great deal.

What i have done today.
 - Had a meeting with my future boss
-  Had lunch with my Grandma
-  Meet Saba
- Went shopping
- Ate ice cream
- Returned what i bought
- Checked my account, no money back from my returned stuff

And now it's time to go to the gym and work-out. Sweetness! Hahah. When i get home i will get back to you!




Crawling back to you

Just got back from IKEA, did some shopping, i will show you the result later on! Sat down to read the usual blogs that i read every day at diffrent times. My dear friend H are all of the sudden updating her blog like never before, while we are sitting here waiting for her to call and tell us that we are having a grill party out in her backyard. HELLO, where did you go?! You know that we will invite ourselves pretty soon.... :-D
( You know who you are!)


IKEA

Yupp, a few minutes and then i'm leaving for IKEA. I want to get this and that and this and that, if i could the whoel store, you know? Hahaha, i guess im a girl and thats how it works then, most of the time atleats. Like yesterday when things were bad or going towards better, i wnated to go SHOPPING! Hahha. Did it happen? No. But atleast i got my hair cut. (show picture later!)

Now it's time for IKEA.









Ohh sunny day...!

Soooo, finally the sun is shining and people are smilig again, but guess what, i'm INSIDE! It's a week left til Chad gets here and i have to take care of my room at my Mom's and my Dad's, so this week, that will be my project. Anything for you honey, anything. :-)

Talked to Heather and Darlene today(my host family in USA), it was fun, i think i woke them up though :-S My bad!

I wish i was out in the sun, now Chad will win our competiotiopn...and that is not a good thing!
Hahaha


Happy Anniversary!

Yupp, crazy time. Feels like i just meet you.

I love you  honey, you make my world go around.
Me and you, now, forever and ever!

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You know...i love it!

So, the past years i have been a sucker for dresses, and when they are yellow, white or black i can not resist anymore, i love them even more then! Owell, here are one of the newest and hottest Hollywood girl, Hayden Panettiere.



Ohh and yeah, she is not only a pretty face and a helaty body, she is dating one of the hottest Hollywood guys, or something like that...Haha! ( Stephen Colleti from Laguna Beach and old love fo Kristin Cavallari)


Something good always comes after something rough...!

It's been a few...lets say, rough days, or so. It hasent but it has, you know?
Sometimes alot of what is going on is in your head, not what''s really going on, and i think that that's the case this time...most of it has been in my head. And it's been hard, and it's been painful and hurful, not just for me but for other people too, but something like this, you HAVE to go through yoursefl, not be told about.

I learned
I got it figured out....

For this time, hopefully for all time..!


Dresses ohh dresses!

Dresses i want, from www.charlotte-russe.com


 

Ohh do i want these dresses, yes ohh yes! :-D

Crazy world

Just did a transfer of my new paycheck from my salary account to my savings account. Frlt great, but ohh so very "old". Geeh, sometimes, i just wonder, you know? Where did all the years go, what did i miss? What have i done, what will i do?

It's crazy sometimes. It's a crazy world.


Who wore it best?

MOLLY VS. FERGIE photo | Fergie, Molly Sims


I dont like Fergis, and Molly sims i barely know who it is, but still, i like Fergie´s hair and skin tone alot better with the dress. What do YOU think?

Midsummer, it's been a long time...

So yeah, yesterday wasx midsummer, which i said is something that people really celebrates here in Sweden. It's a nice little holiday...i think. The thing is that i havent celebrated it for YEARS, we are just usually never home, always somewhere ellse in the world, but this year i was home.

We had a good time, buti'm tired today...time for some junk food i have to say.

Here are somepictures from the weekend, now that i'm HOME again!
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Cutiepie!

TOO MUCH FUN! photo | Suri Cruise, Tom Cruise So i have to tell you, when Suri Cruise was borm, i didnt think she was cute at all. But things changes, things like that just as much as bigger things in life, and that's pne of them. I mean look at her now, she is ADORABLE. I just had to stop in and say that before i head back to bed :-)

Outfit change.

Not orange anymore, now i'm purple :- )

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Midsummer

Yupp, its a big deal in Sweden, kinda i guess. People go places and see people that they havent seen for a long time, and they drink and eat some good food. Yupp. That's what this weekend is all about. Great company and good food.
Alexandra and me are going to her lake house, along with some other friends that will get there later this week. but we are leaving tonight already. And that mean, yes, sorry people, i will not update my blog till sunday NIGHT probably, depending on when i get back. That will be good for me though. No cell phone and no computer, just what i NEED. Along with some other things.....



Orange

I update my blog more and more, and the less people look at it and read my stuff? Makes no sense none what so ever to me, but owell.
And yeah, it's crazy, i'm wearing ORANGE today, my Mom will go crazy, cause you see Red is my color and her  color is Orange, and now i'm taken her color..it wont be pretty :-) Hahaha. Owell, shit happens i guess.

But i got something alot more fun to say then  what color my shirt is today.
I GOT THE JOB!!!!!
Yupp, my now boss, called and said that i got the job this morning, i have a meeting with then next Tuesday! it's awesome, i dont even know what to say, i'm soooo happy. And hey, i got the job in case someone missed that.

Hahaha, maybe my future desk? Anyhow, i like it...:-)


My name is..?

Yeah, okay so whoever you talk to, they have diffrent nicknames for you, so since i cant think about THAT many other things to write about, i will write about all the diffrent nicknames people have for me...Yes, some might be in swedish and not be as fun for people that knows nothing else then English, but people, get over it. <3

Nathalie
Natta
Nattis
Princess
Babe
Sexy
Dimples
Giggels
Älskling '
Hjärtat
Baby
Cutie
Lady
Kärring
Nasty ( the one and only, right girls...?)

Well, thank you people for all these nicknames. Now tell me, what nick names have people given you?

 Hur gott vore inte det här nu då...Mmmm!

It's been a long time...

I have been working, thats why i havent updated this since.. i guess i did yesterday, before work.

Sometimes, certain things that happens really makes you wonder...and then i mean REALLY


Bed of roses

Just took a long bath. Awesome. Candles all around the bathtub and just...laid there. Just what i need after a walk in the cold outside. I dont know how much it did to clear my mind though, but owell i guess...owell






Seems like we are all coming from the same place...

Been on a few diffrent blog sites now, i just wanted to see what other people write about. And yes, seems like alot of people are being very philosophical at the moment, like the philoshopicalness came in at the same time as the cold weather. Like they are connected some how. People are thinking and writing about "what if's" and "but why's" and, yeah, just thinking about what if i wouldent have said THAT or done THAT. People are thinking what i'm thinking. It's weird. How come some things happen when you dont want them to happen, or how come that you want something but still, you dont?

Well, i just got back in from a power walk, 40 min, and i guess that fresh air is good for your mind. Makes you think clear or something like that? I don't even know right now... Time will tell i guess :-) Hopefully...

" Guys are like purses, you have one that you absolutely LOVE and you always wear and you want everyone to see, then you have one that you really like too, but you just wear occsionally cause it's not that hot of a purse..."
(Lauren Conrad on Laguna Beach has said it and so have Carrie in Sex and the City)

Do you guys think this is true?

   

Soccer

So yeah, i'm a sport dork. Without a doubt in my mind. And i dont really know why im writing this RIGHT now cause one of the biggest games are going right now, Real Madrid - Mallorca, and then Barcelona is playing to. I want Real to wi, cause like alot of other girls out there, they love Beckham and so do i. But there is another player out there that i like better, and thats for his Soccer skills, not his looks or sense for fashion. Ruud Van Nistelroy. He's a GREAT soccer player and a player that dnt just perform in his club team but also in his national team, Netherlands.

well, i'm gonna get back to the game.
Tomorrows schedule
- Work out
- Work
- go to the Pharmacy

Not alot more then that to do...



Looking WOW

Another celbritie woman that i love is Tyra Banks, and her hot hot hot body! just look at her at the latest Daytime Emmy Gala.



Looking as good as ever. Even in bikini, or what do you say about this?


Sometimes

Why does life has to be so...complicated? Why when things are so good, does something have to feel...weird?

Emma and i

Just stoppig by with the only picture from last night on Emma and i.


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A new day has come

Great night last night, a real girls night. Lots of fun. Sometimes thats just what you need. Really need. Especially me and Emma. Food was great, i didnt even know myself that i could cook like that...now i know. Hahaha.

Its Sunday, and it's raining like craxy, kinda typicall. But i guess that's how it works sometimes. As usual i'm sitting thinking about life and all its ups and downs, twists and turns. And yes, i'm thinking about the job. I want it. I need it. I'm just gonna stay at home today, take it easy, clean and hopefully do laundry tonight...some great fun. I know. Acyually, the thing with laundry is, i'm fine with washing it all, i kinda like it actually, but the thing with putting it all back into the closet is,...soooo boring! SO boring. But laundry...fun!


Dinner Time!

Yupp, it's time. We are cooking, Emma and i. Chicken with mushrooms in garlic, potatoes in the oven, avocado and pies...and ofcurse the faboulus Berniesås. Ohh god, it's so good!

We are having a girls night. Just hanging out, it will be fun. :-D i mean it has been a year since last time, we got tons to catch up on...and there is always some grea movie tog watch and sweet magazines to read.






Who wore it best?

 

Celine Dion or Ellen Pompe? I thing Ellen, she looks alot more healtier to me then Celine does and that makes a better impression to start with. And yeah, i do love Grey's anatomy, it's a awesome show and i love Meredith and her weird ways of handling things. Owell, we are all diffrent! What do you think?

Give a little, get a little...

It's time for the daily work-out. It will feel great. It will BE great. You know, cause working out is kinda like my headline says "Give  a little, get a little". You go there you give it your all, so you give, and after a while you see the result, ant thats when you get sum. I love it. Whithout a great work-out every other day, what would life be?

And the thing is, i dont try to look good for C or for anyone else, i do it for ME. Cause it makes me feel good, actually GREAT about myself. That's what i love about it.


Who wore it best?

KELLY VS. KATE  photo |

Who do YOu think wore it best, Kelly Clarksson or Kate( the wife in grey's anatomy)? I like it better on kate, beacuase i think that her colors, her red hair looks amazing with that olive color.

Adorable!

1of the cutest and most loveble celebreties couples ir most definately Tony Parker and his wife to be Eva Longoria.  Yeah, there is a age differnce on like 6 years, or maybe even 8, but no matter what they way they look at eachother, the way that they act around eachother says more then some silly age differnce.

HER MVP photo | Eva Longoria, Tony Parker                               

                                


Friday night out?

It's Friday. Again. It's kinda nice, but right now my life feels like a Friday every day. But that's just the problem, cause everyone else is working. But me. Ohh, i hope i do get that job. I want them to call NOW! Owell. It's weird, cause i always thought that i would be one of those girls that LOVED to work in a store, espacially with shoes and purses, but i don't. And it bugs me. I want to love it, but right now i don't even like LIKE it. But it's money and i will do my best no matter what, and be nice, and polite and...all that. But i just wish i could really like it. I wish.

So today, what am i doing? Babysitting my godson, Oliver. He is at a birthday party at the moment though. Alexandra is stopping by later too. We are watching OC and just chilling.


like it or not?

<i>Us</i> Poll: Katie's New Crop 

I absolutely L
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                     V
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Katie Holmes, i admit, she is a bit changed since she married Tom Cruise, her longlife crush since she was a little girl (it's a bit weird), it' like if i would marry.... Ben Affleck ller Josh Hartnett.  Hahaha. But well, the question is, do you love, or do you hate her new haircut? She looks older, more sphisticated, but s it her own choice or is she copying BFF Victoria Beckham? Who knows, except for her.....

Great confidence

Thursday.

- Worked out
- Been to a graduation
- Cooked lunch (hahaha!)
- Got Alexandra a date

That's what i have done today. My feet are sore from working yesterday and i dont really know how to tell my boss  that i cant work today, friday and saturday, i guess that's life though. I need to call her. 

Alexandra is laying on my bed. Hahaha. She is nervous for tonight. But yet soooo excited, lol. She's got a hot date. Ohh yeah!

Talked to Jeri last night too, that was awesome. Meet Saba yesterday too, wow, we had a blast do we have tons to catch up on?! 



Today

Today's outfit....Just thought i should start with that, it will be some great fun for pepole that i dont see that day!

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I want!!!

These two items comes from www.charlotte-russe.com , one of my favorite dress places in the US, it's worth it's price, and it's a price that i can handle.
And babe, *hint hint*, i LOVE these

  

The Black and white one is a DREAM COME TRUE DRESS! * i want* :-(

And this comes from www.wetseal.com

   

This would be a GREAT "add-on" to my closet...

I WANT....BAD!

How do you know?



It's Wed. and i'm sitting here thinking about relationships... WOW, what a chocker! Hahaha
But seriously how come all relationships can be soooo totally diffrent, yes i know that we are all diffrent pepole and all that, how come some last and some dont? How come some people cheat, when they say that they are with the love of their life? Who knows EXACTLY what it takes to have a relationship that LASTS?!

How do you know...?


She's got the look?

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The look of tonight, in bed, with a nag of candy!

Mmmm

Baby, i love you and this is for you.

A good bag of candy and a big sweatshirt on....what a´night, exciting life! YEAH YEAH! It's the little moments like this!














cause you had a bad day...

it's been good and it's been...good. Rough maybe, the last couple of hours should be summed up with. I guess that might be my word for it. Rough. But you know, after something rough something good always comes out of, and hopefully that's what this will do too- I know it wil.

Just took a long walk again, GREAT. A girls gotta do what a girls gotta do. Gosh. Hahaha. 

On my to-do-list today 

- Plock my eyebrows 
- Go to the grocery store 
- See my brother 
- Suprise someone 
- Help Alexandra with some stuff 
- Go to and pick something up at school 
- BE ME 

And yeah, i just want to say that no matter what, and when and how, my parents are and alwyas will be the 





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Just so you know. And Mom, Dad,Bernt, i know that you read this and i love you both to death no matter what. So PLEASE understand that,okay?  


good night

Time to go to bed. It would have been a great night, but some people had to end it in a chaotic way. Well, life sucks people i guess. At least sometimes.

Hope that tomorroww will be great, hope i get that job and that it all will work out.


HAPPY HAPPY BDAY!

Today is a BIG day, literally, haha. My Dad turns the big 4 0. YEAH YEAH!
It's fun, i hope that he will have a ABSOFUCKINLUTELY amazing day....I think he will though. If it just wasen't for that freakin bball practices, we could actually do something. Owell, good thing he is having a dinner on Sunday.

Well, Dad i hope that your day will be amazing, and dont boss people around too much saying "it's my bday". Hahah. I know you too well sometimes. Now i'm heading out buying him a gift.... ;-)

Love you!

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D O N E

Done, with my workout. It alwyas feels so good when you are done, i love working out. I just wish that i had more patience, i'm just one of those girls who wants to se result right away, thanks to my dad i never give up though. Working out is a life style.






Summer ohh yeah it's summer

Been a great day. Watched Oliver play soccer and then i took Tova and Oliver down to a little pool thingy. It was great. Hahaha, isn't just so much fun to be little sometimes.

Now it's getting close to work out time, awesome, i just want to go to the gym and burn some calories and get into shape. yeah yeah baby, THTA'S what i'm talking about.



I'm SOOO SOOO SORRY!








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So i'm kinda sorry, it was supposed to be plenty of things written on here but my computer is beíng gay. Well, coming home has been GREAT. I miss a few people, yes, but gosh have i missed actually seeing people walking on the streets when you walk outside, and yes people DO walk to places. I have a few goals set up too, i know everyone out there probably has said that once in their life that "after this summer i'm going to have my drivers license" but for real, i will.

I know that you people have missed things in my life now, an alot of things has been going on. But yeah you will just have to keep going with me from now on and whats up now. Job interview on tuesday ( I so so so hope i get that job!), cross your fingers and pray for me.

Owell, time to call my love and say good night, even though it's not even 7 o clock ther, shit happens when you are in two diffrent worlds, i guess that will never stop us though. For the ones that are out there thinking we must be stupid, at least i get to be with my true love in the end. 

Good night!

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