Little words

..can mean so much, go so deep and twist things up. It's crazy.

"We need to talk"  and "I love you"

Probably two of the most common sentences that freaks people out, in a good or a bda way.

Right now it's more a "We need to talk" then a "I love you" that i would say.

Because of you.

It's priceless to feel what he sings, it's priceless to have that someone speciall in your life, in your heart, body mind and soul.  And this guy is amazing... just listen to him.


Want to, but I can't help it
I love the way it feels
Its got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it
I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop every day, knowing that I won't

I got a problem and I
Don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it, I'm
Taken by the thought of it

[chorus]
And I know this much is true
Baby you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move
But I like it


Because of you.

It's priceless to feel what he sings, it's priceless to have that someone speciall in your life, in your heart, body mind and soul.  And this guy is amazing... just listen to him.


Want to, but I can't help it
I love the way it feels
Its got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it
I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop every day, knowing that I won't

I got a problem and I
Don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it, I'm
Taken by the thought of it

[chorus]
And I know this much is true
Baby you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move
But I like it


Have to have!

I'm in love, this phone is exactly what i wanted! :-)

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Talk about love at first sight! <3

One too many times?

There is just this weak spot for you/him. It's crazy. And no matter how hard i try to not think about you, or when i tell myself that i don't really care, and i wont contact you or anything like that, there it is...a phone call, a text msg or even just a lil something on msn. If i could just figure out what the heck it was, what the heck you are and what the heck to do with it. I guess, now time will really tell. And i dont have to worry about any if's, but's or maybe's... Now time really will tell.

Fall. Now spring. How intresting.

It's a fact.

You say one thing and then you do completely diffrent from that. Whatever you do is fantastic, fantastic for me. This could end in complete sadness and bitterness, but I guess we are both just willing to take that risk. And what a nice risk to take!


Tonight we are gonna make it happen.

Honestly, how can i stop smiling when the sun is shining, there is a clear blue sky outside my window, I'm having lunch with the girls in my class, and there is people around me/in my life who makes me feel great...awesome in fact, and the song "Nathalie" is on the radio. What a day.

And yes people, im happier and more satisfied with things in my life right now then i have been in a long time.

Cause it's your bday!



Helené(The girl in the middle) is turning the big 2 and 0! I wish her all of the best today and in the future. She is one of my absolute best friends and there has been days that i woulden't get through with her. You are the rock in my stormy life Love. I love you to death and i hope you have the best day possible! <3

It is what it is.

Im happy. I'm actually more then happy. No, no "speciall" reason, i'm just at one with what is going on in my life, with what i have and what is to come. Excited for what i have a head of me, things that are planned and things that are not. But sure, i will admit it, there is a someone or some people that puts a smile on my face, there really is. But not only that or them, im satisified knowing what i have right now, what i want right now, what i want to get and figuring out how to get it. It's exciting to see what the unexpected can bring, what the unexpected will bring. Some things are written in the stars and other things... just happen. Gotta love what life has in store for you. Gotta love what the future will and can bring. I love being happy.

"Just because something good ends dosen't mean something better won't begin"


Maybe.


" Love is not a maybe thing. You know when you love someone"

That's how "easy" it is. If you love someone, you love somone, if it's not that kinda of love, why stay or be in it? Either it is, or it isn't. If it only was that easy all the time.



Cause i feel good.

So it's back to business again with both school and work, it feels weird, honestly. But heck, i will get used to it, i mean there is just 7 weeks left in school and we figured we have like 10-12 classes left of every course we are taking, that is weird. It feels weird. And great. Bought my graduation outfit today, one thing out of my way, no wi just need to find THE dress for the class graduation party, outfit for the reception at my house on actual graduation day and something for later that night. Owell, there is "plenty" of time left. Also, this summer seems to turn out really good, a post graduation trip, a vaccation with my family and than maybe a weekend away for my birthday...WOW, what could top that right now. Right now, it looks like it will be the summer i want it to be.

Just good things to look forward to. It's all good.


Out and about.

Two pictures from the other night, out and about with one of my loves, Saba, her sister and some other awesome girls.

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What it is.

It's about you, yourself, and always putting yourself first, Because when it really comes down to it you are what matters and you are all you will ever really know, and when you know you are happy, when you know you are okay, you will know what it is all really about. Loving yourself should be priority one, caring for yourself, your own feelings, your own thoughts...and always making decisions that are benefitting yourself the most, thats what we need to do for ourselves. I know i need to and when you think about it you probably should too. It's time to keep the show on the road, your heart in a safe place/safe person and take one day at a time...as much as you possibly can.

Go out there and enjoy being nothing else than you. Cause that's what we all do best, really, being ourselves.

Ohh aa.



I love it when I'm right. And when I'm right so that the person in question is speechless. That's how i know now.

Unbeliveble.

It's crazy how unbeliveble quickly things can really change. Haha. It's funny, that's what it is.

Im happy though and this is a battle. A battle i will win. Whatever win means in thi sistuation.
I will figure it out.
I will work it out.

" As your faith is strengthened you will find that there is no longer the need to have a sense of control, that things will flow as they will, and that you will flow with them, to your great delight and benefit. "

Hmm..!!

Thoughts. Feelings. Right. Wrong. If's. But. What if. How come. Why. Forbidden. Unknown territory. Dangerous. Lovely. And totally amazing. At the time. That's all there is to it. And probably will be.

I like the feeling it gives me though. And i like what it does to me. What it gives me. And how you look at me.


How do you know all there is to it is physical attraction and nothing else?


Im lovin it.

It's weird how right something can feel that is so wrong. I guess then it's the right kind of wrong?
Living life to the fullest.


That's what it is.



I don't think it is as much getting over someone as it is to learn to live with it.

Wow, working again!

Last week before i go back to "normal" again, meaning school and work and all the other things i have too. Trying to enjoy it all the way, work but not work too much, spend time with my dear friends...and stay out of trubbel.

When things are over, they should really be over...but are they ever really over?

Im trying to get things into a perspective, but it's not the easiest thing to do, but i think i'm on my way to get things straigthened out and it actually feels good. It actually does feel good.

Well time to get back to work again, and then lunch with my lovely Grandma!
Catch you guys later!

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