Nathalie

It's Halloween today. One of the biggest holidays in the US. Im not the biggest fan of it, i guess i havent grown up with it and have never before cared about it or for it, but being in the US for the second year in a row i have come to the relization that of how huge it is. Doesen't make me like it more or i guess dislike it more either, im just...nutural when it comes down to it. Im sitting here waiting for my BIG package from alloy.com, C said the ups guy is now in town so i guess it should be here anytime now. YEAH! We will see how it all fits i guess. I already got 50$ back form them, found a rebate cupon, figured i should use it :-)

Time for a shower. C is out huntingt(??!!). I know, i dont like it either, he just wants to kill one bird though he says, i guess we will see how that goes. Til then, happy halloween!!

It is Oprah again. Yupp, she is the one that so often these days seem to be inspiring me. I guess someone need to be the one that inspiries me.  So the first thing will be what i can not live without and part two will be what i want/what i dont want to live without. Fun, ha? I would like to pass this on, so people, if you have a blog and you read this, do the same thing! And yes i am SURE that i will update and that this list will change on a pretty regular basis.  (This is not a list of PEOPLE, such as family, this is products. Clothes, make-up and so on!)

ENJOY!

 Garnier clean&fresh products. (Refreshing toner and 24hr hydrating day cream)
 Lemon water. I used to be the b iggest fan of carbonated water but all that changed during my year in the US, now lemon water is something i could surrvive on for a loooong time.
H&M cleansing wipes (Make up remover!)
Coconut body milk body lotion from The Body shop makes me feel clean and is great on a sun tan. + you smell amazing.
Watermelon lip balm. Last i had strawberry, but these smell, taste and feel amaxing.

Opps! I orderd a few items from the web site i earlier reccomended. Actuyaly i ordered jeans and another pair of pants, they had inseam 37 and i usually need a 36 so i figured i should just try. It should all be here tomorrow and then i will try it on and if it's nont working i wil just send it all back, which is no big deal at all, and if so i will get my money back. But ofcourse i hope that it all fits, we will see! :-)

Just check it out and im sure you will ofall inlove with plenty of things there too!

Work. Work. Work. Work. Work. I wish i could just lay on the coach and eat, but as i said earlier i cant swallow cause of my throat. SHIT HAPPENS. Hope you all are enjoying your day!

Love!
 Gold? Ohh i love.

Working online and not really doing a whole lot during the day it now feels like im infront of the computer TOO much. And i never thought I would ever say that, come on, i LOVE the computer. I guess what i do is just not too exciting. Owell.

If you like online shopping visit http://www.alloy.com/ i fell inlove right away and i might try to order some things from there and just have one day shipping so i get it before the weekend and before i leave. A web page that deserves a visit according to me. I will let you know how their clothes are. ENJOY!

Just look how cute this top/dress is....LOVE it!

Even before i left for the country of my lover i had a bad cold, the week i left i actually had a bad fever but i was just go go go still. Now i have been here for 9 days or so and im still not good, my cold will just not leavae me alone. Actually me and C have to take caugh and throat things before we go to bed. Owell. Oprah seems to be my thing these days, it is easy to work to and it is always, i should say usually, always somethin gthat realy touches your heart or something that is just a blast on. Today was something that really touched my heart. Cancer. Probably my biggest fear, even my fear for guns and especially for ice is not as big. A girl where i lived last year is goingh through chemo as i write, and many other out there is too.

They talk about breastcancer and melonoma, the kind of cancer thet alot of women get because they tan in a tanningboth. Yes i have tanned in tanning boths, i love to be tanned, and i love how i look when im tanned but i have in the past months relized that it is just not worth it, and it really isnt. I promise, to all of you that read this and to myslef that i will no longer tan, if i want a tan i will get a spray tan. I PROMISE not only for my own sake buyt for the sake of the people i love and for the love of myself.

I
Promies

I just ordered myself a pair of rain boots, adorably cute and just what i wanted. Very girly and very me. They will be waiting for me when i get home. YEAH!

  http://www.have2have.se/product.asp?product=3160

My new sport is shopping, and that is what we have been doing this weekend too so. I didnt shop til i drop and i have plenty of money left to spend/save so im not worried about it all actually. If i found more things that i want i will just get it. Enough said. We had a great time up in Lincoln, C and i stayed at his Aunt and Uncles house and it was fun, a little get away, just what we needed.

Today we did my hair, cut it and highlighted, and the rest of the night we are having dinner, going for a walk and just hanging out. A GREAT sunday in all means. I know i suck at update right now but i just want to spend time with my love. So i hope you all are fine with that, atleast for the weekends. And ohh we got manicures and pedicures, awesome stuff folks, just awesome.

Ohh and i guess that this weeks big thing is the future. Yupp we are thinking and planing alright. And i think we are falling even more and more inlove with eachother doing it.

 Maybe? :-)

I watched the oprah winfrey show today, and ohhh so cute. The theme was "Celebrity love stories", Heidi Klum and Seal was there and they are just ADORABLE together. Just look at this.

 
"The most common hiccup," says Seal, is when the first child comes along. "And it turns into all about the kids, which is understandable because they're miraculous. But then you've got to put each other first. You know, she will always be number one for me."

"Is it true?" asks Winfrey.

"I have the most romantic husband," says Klum. "I do."

Love is in the air folks, and im inlove too.

Today i went back to Sutton HS, my favorite lunch was today so i figured i woudl visit today. I didnt stay all too long but the time that i did visit i had fun. I visited in my host mom's office, which was good to get some time spent with her too. There just seems to be so much coming up and i dont know when i will have time to hang out with everyone. Well, i guess i will just have to figure it out. Ohh yes i did turn in our school group work today, awesome! I needed that to really really relax, which is some great tajming cause tomorrow we are having a girls day out, me, Ca(C's mom) his grandma and Ki, his sister, are gonna go and get manicures and pedicures. I CAN NOT WAIT. It will be some good times. After that, after school, C and i will go up to lincoln and see some of his family up there and then spend the night with his cousin and early saturday morning we will go to all the malls and SHOP!

Well, im gonna get tomorrows work done since i wont work tomorrw, YEAH!
(We did take plenty off pictures yesterday, i wil make sure i get them onto the computer later tonight, my time!)

Look at these ADORABLE shoes. I really really want them! I have looked at similar ones and now when i saw these i fell inlove. Please santa please :-)

http://www.dinsko.se/Dam/Teman/New_Arrivals.aspx?shoe=227372&cnt=6

Here is a few pictures from last years time spent in Spain with my family. Hahaha. Great fun.

     


Gotta love old pictures!

C is in school and im laying on the cauch watching TV, i feel like i real housewife. Hahaha. I guess i will cook when he gets home, or probably a bit later then that. We have this plan though, we want to just get some fastfood and lay in bed and eat it and watch TV, that is what i would really want us to do. We will see, i hope i will get my wish through, im in no doubt that i wont though. Im in the US now i guess im a lazy american, or i sure as heck feel like one, i havent worked out for two weeks, but that is more due to my bad throat and caugh then not wanting too, cause my body is like screaming for a treadmil to run on and a weight room to lift some weights in.

I bought new People Style November, so i guess i should go out and sit in the sun for a while and just read, yeah, thats what im going to do. No time to waste. Talk to you later!

Ohh and i forgot, i know, im sorry, i know that we need to start taking some pictures, buut im pretty sure we will this weekend since we will go away and do some serious shopping.

Keep shining cause i sure will. Happy anniversay love!

It is warm here today...again. It is in celsius about 17 degrees. LOVELY. But yet im sitting inside, stuck with my job stuff and it is just going so slowly. But when im done im gonna go for a walk down to the grocery store and get some magazines that i can sit and read outside when i get back. Enjoy seeing the sun. It is our anniversary today, and still as strong, life is good. My cold is still bad and last night i had a hard time to get some good sleep, good thing it didnt bother C.

it's almoust 11 am and i need to get my work done. Talk to you later!

Ohh and im freaking out about a group work that we had in school. FREAKING put. :-(

Not every day is a good day, the days you wake up and you feel like your head is about ready to explode or the days when your throat is just a piece of work is not good days. And today it is not a good day. C just left for school and i should get started with my work, so i get it done. It is not the most productive or creative things i get to do right now, there is a lot of copy and pasting but hey the things you do for money. There is still a few people i havent seen that i need/want to see, so im thinking i need to get that done today as well. Girls, Jess and A if you read this, how is our group work coming along?!

Well last night we went to the girls VB game, fun...they didnt play all too good though i think and their coach is not coaching in a good way i would say. I have been in sports and teamsports for so long that im just not feeling it with him, if a girl sucks TAKE HER OUT dont keep her in there cause of her name or what her parents might say, play the girls that deserves to play and give people a chance to prove what they got. I guess nothing has changes since last year with the coaching here. We also went to see C's grandma, she is the cutest lady, adorable.

Jess, i soooooooooooo want to know what is going on and how everything is going it is awesome that you sound so happy though!

Well, work time, talk to you later.

Im donw with my work for today, did four hours of work in 2.5. GREAT. C woke me up this morning when he got up, just so that we could cuddle for a  bit. I was tiiiiiired, but it was way worth it, then i was up so i might as well just get my work done, right? Im thinking i need to go out for a power walk but im not sure how much i can do cause of my cold, and i dont have enough caugh medicine for too long so i might as well just have to wait. Then i will just watch movies and lay around, when C gets home after school we might get going and do something, then tonight there is a VB game going on, go FiLLIES! Well, time to get something done.

Talk to you later. Love.

Well, it toook me several hours to get here. But im here now. Yupp, at Chadlys. Walking out of the airplane and seeing Ca and Ki was the greatest feeling. Coming to the game last night was awesome. Stepping out on that field was breathtaking and seeing C was....undescibable. Meeting all the people like H and J and...WOW! I dont even know what to say or. It was all GREAT! I hope i get to see some more of people but im pretty sure i will, im staying for a while, so. Well, i havent even seen everyone yet. Time will come for that too. Time to go and get some more pumpkins and then stop by the woman that is working for EF. No time to waste, we have also been out on a WALK cause it's about 80F out, which is 25 C...GOSH, did i bring great weather or not! YEAH YEAH!

Undescibable feeling, me and C when we first meet after i suprise arrived.

It is the last day before the weekend that i am at work. YEAH. I guess it is work tomorrow but all that is going to be done is that we are leaving for a team building thing, it will be some sweet fun. I feel more positive today actually. I guess that is a good thing! :-)

Im meeting up with my mom for lunch in a bit. Mean while i am waiting for H to send over the corrections that she made on one of my essay or articles thingys for school. Will probably meet up with A today too, she is off work and yeah she is my partner in crime. Hahah. Seems like we will have some kind of reunion thing with my old class in mid November too...hmm, probably be fun!

Gotta get going, get some last things done before i leave.
LOVE!

I have come to the very true and not so intresting that i am a shopaholic, despite this i have more then plenty money on my savings account and for the trip over to C in a few weeks  or so. And i have more then enough money for xmas gifts...hmmm, how did i pull that off? Honestly i dont know, but i am thinking that even if i am a shopaholic i am a smart shopaholic which most be better then a dumb one cause trust me a know some of the dumb ones.

Going down to our big supermarrket later to buy candy and ballerinas, if you dont know what it is you need to figure out what it is. LOVEIN things....!! :-)

Time for some homework first.

Later!



This is also as you can see, the picture that is supposed to be on my profile!

Yeah im lost. This week is one of the slowest ever. My heart and soul goes out to J, who just lost a close uncle, and to Jess who is heartbroken but still so happy, and to S cause a person in her family yesterday was in a car accident and to my lovely H cause i cancelled our date yesterday and she was in a car accident. I hope you all will be fine, even if i KNOW that you all and your loved ones will be fine. You are all that great and all that strong.

I'm sick. I dont feel good and this week sucks.... i just dont know why. I guess it is cause i am sick and cause there is like nothing to do at work or..anything but yet im sooo busy. Owell, WEIRD!

Keep going, rock on.

My brother called me today, asking for my opinion and in a way askiing me to save something that went totally wrong. I will leave it to that. But the bond that my brother and i have is something that i cherish very deeply and that i am honored and proud to have. He is the sweetest and most charming young boy there is and i dont know what i would do or where i would be without him. He lights up my life and all the people around him.

With that i will leave and go and lay in bed, hopefully fall asleep early too! Enjoy the rest of your night.

Baby boo i love you!!

 Much love!

Looooong day, but tomorrow will be even longer, im soo sooo soooo eager for it to be weekend, or atleast friday so that i can sleep in. Ha, yeah right cause Nathalie forgot that she has a work thing Friday and Staurday so guess what? She wont to any sleeping at all probably it will probably just be a looooong party both days, even if it is said that it is a teambuilding weekend. People, sometimes i wish i could just turn the clock off and for once just sleeeep. Seems like i cant sleep in all that much anymore, the other day when i slept int til 11:30 am was the longest i have slept in a year or more, in ONE YEAR. What is wrong with me? Or is it the people that sleep that long EVERY weekend or EVERY chance they get that has a problem...? Hmm....who knows!

Anyways, im ready for a looooong bath followed by some TV, "house" is one today and i just love Omar Epps, LOVE(No, not like you though C, cause you are real and you have so much more!).
Yupp, talk to you later!

It is Tuesday and a few days lef ttil the weekend. Too bad. I wish it was here now. I need my weekend. Im getting sick, wokr up at 03:30 am last night, horrible, i could not go back to sleep, my throut is HUGE, my ears aches and im constatnt sweating and coughing, owell i guess. It's only Tuesday. ARGHHH!! 

Im at work, it's slooooow today, very very slow. Butu it is almoust lunch, sad things is that i am not even hungry. But i know, i have to eat and i will eat. Indian food, leftovers from my lunch yesterday. 

And people, when i write in my blog i write to get to write my feelings off, i am not accusing anyone or such. Just leave comments to yourself and if i had a problem with someone i would let you know, and it would not be here on my blog. 

Have a good day!  

It has been a calm day at work, me an my co-worker actually got a gift from our boss today cause we have been increasing our numbers so much, two movie tickets each, AWESOME! I will defentaley use those soon, i feel like i am in need of a movie with lots of popcorn and candy and..yumm. .-) Just got home from the doctor, had an appointment, it went okay. A bit scary but it feels like we are atleast going somewhere with it now. Im going to study for a few hours and then it's gym time, maybe even play some bball who knows?

Have a great afternoon people, cause i hope i will!!

 Me with my favourite stuffed animal, we were inseparable. LOVE!

It's mid october, the sun is shining this birds are singing and it is a regualr saturday in my life. Or, yeah. I woke up waaaaay to early this morning, i wish i could have slept and hour and a half longer, at least. I went out for a powerwalk since my throat is still kinda sore, it hurt every other day or so, it was dang cold when i got outside, then i did get ready and had brunch and then i went to a bball game. It was a really really bad game but it was still fun to see, and think about how good i would on that team if i played with them...haha! Went to the mall after that to get a few things and now here i am. A and i were supposed to hang out all day after the game, but she had a wild night and i guess i wont see her today either, it sucks!! So here i am and im thinking i am gonna get some studying done, the worst part is that i cant really find and good fact, so we will see how it goes and what happens with my staurday night.

Have a good afternoon!

I have lived as much of a basketball life that you possible can, including the drama, the who did what, the she sucks at this or that and...yeah you name it basically. People have trashed talked me, i have trashed talked people too, it is like it's a part of the game, but really it's not. I wish at times that i could turn back the time til when i was 12 and the only thing we worried about was who we were playing and if they were good or not...either way, we would beat them. But im not 12 anymore and i dont play basketball anymore. Tonight at the game i missed playing, being a part of it but on the other hand i think back about the last year before i left for the US. The last thing that that year was was easy. My world fell apart, at least that's what i thought. The year started out great, i meet a guy ofcurse he was a pro basketball player, we fell in love and dated inoficially, why share something that would give people somehing to talk about? Well, things didnt go to good, he obvioulst cheated on me with a friend of mine, or that is what i have heard, he wont tell me and neither will she, but it was obvious i dont know how i couldent see it when it was right there infront of me. It broke my heart i was devestaed but didnt show anything to the rest of the world, but i was crying on the inside every day, and usually when i was at home too. At the same time i was fighting to recover after a loooong struggel with a quit usual diseases, but ohh so complicated, i wanted to get back out on that floor so bad, shoot, dribbel and have fun, with a new coach on the team i was on, i doubted what to do. After christmas i just went with it and started playing, it helped my recent heartbreak to heel...i thought. I got back out there and i got not happy but fine again.

Going back to that world again tonight, if even just for a night was.... complicated and akward in one way. There is so many questions i would like to ask people, there is so many situations i dont know how to handle, cause i have never handled them like that before, or never had to worry about being in those situations. Sounds like tonight was nothing but bad, but it was hard and at one time it felt like i just had to get out of there to be able to breath again, and to be respected for me, for being Nathalie, not for the player i could have been, the talent im wasting by not playing or how i look, but for being Nathalie,me.

This is the always returning dilemma in swedish basketball, maybe not for everyone, maybe people have it all figured out, but i dont. And tonight sure didnt make it easier.

Sorry for the text being so long, i needed to get it out of me. Have a great friday night, im gonna go to the store and get some magazines and lay in bed and read some tabloids. LOVE!

 Me, several years agao!

Im going to a bball game tonioght. I havent seen Solna play in a year and a half, but now im back and me and S are having a bball date. It will be fun. Alot of people i havent seen for a loooooong time, people to catch up with, mingle with and....laugh with, but most of all, S is there and we will spend some quality time. YEAH! I just got back from the gym and S is coming to pick me up in like no time, i better get going!

Have a great friday night!

 Maybe i will see some like this tonight? Probably not.

I was looking through my pictures on the computer and found some of my absolute favourites of me as a little girl, and i figured iw ould show some that is with me and my Mom, Dad and Bonus dad. LOVE!

 
 
 

This morning when i walked outside the door i got chocked, ohh my, the winter is slowly coming and this morning it was like it was already here. I dont even own a winter coat at the moment, maybe MAYBE i will find one in the US later, and i dont want to get one here until i know if there is one or two that i like ther. SUCKS!! Time better start going fast. GOSH!

But today is a "i want to cuddle and have fun and just mess around with C day", gosh do i miss him. I wish i could see him, see him smile, laugh, have him make me smile, laugh and feel loved from the very edge of my toes to the very last hair on my head....but i guess i dont need him here to do that, he makes me feel like i am the only girl in the world every day. It seems like as the weather is getting colder, people are getting more and more in need of love, cuddling and so on, and even though he is not here i know that is what i need too. Ohh time better pass by fast! Love you my one and only.

Friendships are everlasting, or that is what we think. Some are and some turn out to not be everlasting but yet a helpful piece in your life, where you got loved and and love, a piece that is meaningful in it's own way, even though it is now over. I have had friendships that has turned out like this, and they still mean something and those persons still mean something, so at times, it is everything but easy to have let a person like that go, even if you hated eachother from the bottom of your heart, your soul....everything, even if you think you couldent stand seeing that person ever again, when it comes down to it, no matter how much that person have hurt you and you hurt that person she/he still mean something. And in the end, THAT is what matters.

Sometimes it is nice to see that even celebreties have to work out to look good. Well, even if we know that the amount of hours they can spend in the gym is waaaay more then us, the rest of the world, can do. Then that they also have the money to do surgerys for this and that, but who wants to have a surgery instead of going to th egym? Hmm..NOT me.

 Jessica Biel and Justin Timberlake
 Jessica Simpson after a work out

Just had dinner. Just got back from the store. Just got the new cosmo in my hands. It is time for a bath, ohh so well needed. It is cold outside, im cold on both the inside and the outside. Had a quiz thing in school today, went well, and then we were done. I guess just one of those days. Two days left and then no school for another 6 weeks...ohh heaven is close.

Bath time!

I have come to one conclusion this morning. (WOW!) I will no longer put outfit pictures up. I like when other people do it, but i am not too good to keep up with it, so its just something that comes and goes at times, and to say the truth, i dont feel comfortable putting them up. If you want to see what im wearing, come and see me instead.

That felt good. Ofcurse i will put up outfits that i really really like if there is something that i feel that i want to show you.

People, some days work is harder then other days.

Love.

 

Haha, this as some good time love!

Here is a list that i got from Malin (http://xxmalin.blogg.se/you)  are suposed to fill in the movies that you like/have seen, and when you add them up and IF you get over 80 you arew oficially a movie geek! Let's go!
[ ] Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] Grease
[ ] Pirates of the Caribbean
[ ] Boondock Saints
[x] The Mexican
[ ] Fight Club
[ ] Starsky and Hutch
[ ] Neverending Story
[ ] Blazing Saddles
[ ] Airplane
Total: 2

[ ] The Princess Bride
[ ] AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
[ ] Napoleon Dynamite
[ ] Labyrinth
[x] Saw
[x] Saw II
[x] Saw III
[ ] White Noise
[ ] White Oleander
[ ] Anger Management
[x] 50 First Dates
Total:4

[ ] Scream
[ ] Scream 2
[ ] Scream 3
[ ] Scary Movie
[ ] Scary Movie 2
[ ] Scary Movie 3
[x] American Pie
[x] American Pie 2
[x] American Wedding
[x] American Pie Band Camp
[x] American Pie The Naked Mile
Total:5

[ ] Harry Potter
[ ] Harry Potter 2
[´] Harry Potter 3
[ ] Harry Potter 4
[ ] Resident Evil
[ ] Resident Evil 2
[x] The Wedding Singer
[ ] Little Black Book
[ ] The Village
[ ] Lilo & Stitch
[ ] Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch
Total:1

[x] Finding Nemo
[ ] Finding Neverland
[ ] Signs
[x] The Grinch
[ ] Texas Chainsaw Massacre
[ ] White Chicks
[ ] Butterfly Effect
[x] Thirteen Going on 30
[ ] I, Robot
Total:3

[ ] Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
[ ] Universal Soldier
[ ] A Series Of Unfortunate Events
[x] Along Came Polly
[ ] Deep Impact
[ ] KingPin
[x] Never Been Kissed
[x] Meet The Parents
[x] Meet the Fockers
[ ] Eight Crazy Nights
[ ] Joe Dirt
Total:4

[x] A Cinderella Story
[x] The Terminal
[x] The Lizzie McGuire Movie
[ ] Passport to Paris
[x] Dumb & Dumber
[ ] Dumb & Dumberer
[ ] Final Destination
[ ] Final Destination 2
[ ] Final Destination 3
[ ] Halloween
[ ] The Ring
[ ] The Ring 2
Total:4

[ ] Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
[ ] Practical Magic
[ ] Chicago
[ ] Ghost Ship
[ ] From Hell
[ ] Hellboy
[ ] Secret Window
[x] The Whole Nine Yards
Total:1

[ ] Troy
[x] The Day After Tomorrow
[ ] Child's Play
[ ] Seed of Chucky
[ ] Bride of Chucky
[x] Ten Things I Hate About You
[x] Just Married
[ ] Gothica
[ ] Nightmare on Elm Street
[ ] Sixteen Candles
[x] Remember the Titans
[x] Coach Carter
Total:5

[ ] Bad Boys
[ ] Bad Boys 2
[ ] Joy Ride
[x] Seven
[x] Ocean's Eleven
[x] Ocean's Twelve
[ ] Identity
[ ] Lone Star
[ ] Bedazzled
[ ] Predator I
[ ] Predator II
[ ] Alien V.S Predator
Total:3

[x] Independence Day
[ ] Cujo
[ ] A Bronx Tale
[ ] Darkness Falls
[ ] Christine
[x] ET
[ ] Children of the Corn
[x] My Boss' Daughter
[x] Maid in Manhattan
[ ] Frailty
Total:4

[ ] Best Bet
[x] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[x] She's All That
[ ] Calendar Girls
[ ] Sideways
[ ] Mars Attacks
[ ] Event Horizon
[ ] Ever After
[x] Forrest Gump
[ ] Big Trouble in Little China
Total:3

[ ] X-Men
[ ] X2
[ ] Spider-Man
[ ] Spider-Man 2
[ ] Sky High
[ ] Jeepers Creepers
[ ] Jeepers Creepers 2
[x] Catch Me If You Can
[ ] The Others
[ ] Freaky Friday
[ ] Reign of Fire
[x] Cruel Intentions
[ ] Cruel Intentions 2
[ ] The Hot Chick
Total:2

[ ] Swimfan
[ ] Miracle
[x] Old School
[x] The Notebook
[ ] K-Pax
[ ] Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
[ ] Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
[ ] Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
[x] Walk to remember
[ ] Boogeyman
Total:3

[x] Hitch
[ ] The Fifth Element
[ ] Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
[ ] Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
[ ] Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
[ ] Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
[ ] Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
[ ] Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
[ ] Troop Beverly Hills
[ ] Swimming with Sharks
Total:1

[ ] Air Force One
[ ] For Richer or Poorer
[ ] Transporter
[ ] Transporter 2
[ ] People Under the Stairs
[ ] Blue Velvet
[x] Sound of Music
[x] Parent Trap Re-make
[ ] The Birds
[ ] The Terminator
[ ] Terminator-2
[ ] T-3
Total:2

[ ] Empire Records
[ ] SLC Punk
[ ] Meet Joe Black
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas
[ ] The Silence of the Lambs
[x] Sleepy Hollow
[ ] I Heart Huckabees
[ ] 24 Hour Party People
[ ] Blood In Blood Out
Total:2

[ ] Thirteen
[ ] Manic
[x] American History X
[x] Deep Blue Sea
[x] George of the Jungle
[ ] Canadian Bacon
[ ] How High
[ ] The Jacket
[ ] My little pony 1986
Total:3

[x] Road to perdition
[ ] Jesus Christ Superstar
[ ] Rent
[x] Mulan
[ ] Mulan 2
[x] Lion king
[x] Lion King 2
[x] Lion King 3 Hakuna Matata
[x] Legally blonde
[x] Legally blonde 2
[ ] Pink Panther
Total:7

Total: 59 (i think!)

Am i not a movie dork now? Yeah! Haha. But really who cares?

I dont, but if you stay positive and try to  think that you actually DO feel good, maybe maybe...you will feel a bit better at least. My throat hurts, my head hurts, it's like the room is spinning. I feel like i could puke, but hey, welcome to life i guess.

First day at work this week and it is going kinda slow, but yet not. I will have to take a break in a bit and hit town maybe. We will see. Last night me and A went to the mall where we meet up with my Mom and Brother and we bought some stuff, or they bought some stuff, for themselves and me and A had dinner. Then we went to my place to watch CSI and drink tea...i was out by the end of it, barley knowing what was on TV, hahah!! I also talked to H and that was nice, we decided that we will probably have to have a girl date on Saturday. That will be nice.

I just have one class today, GREAT, but then when i checked our online site for school, i have a meeting 45 min after our class is over. YEAH, i get to stay in school for another hour. Sucks!!

I want to thank Jess for making my blog look more Nathalie, haha, she is doing a great job i think!! THANK YOU! <3
Time to get some more work done.

Just a regular day at my house!!

Some people just really suprise you, and some people... i dont even know. Blasts from the past, or. One person from my past has found me and to that person that was a good thing, to me, i dont even know why "the" botherd. But owell. Moving on. Long day today, at my lunch hour i went to our event planner for the class graduation party we are having in May. I signed the papers and it is now a done deal and we are set to go. Feels good. Now there is just a few small things that needs to be taken care off and then we are D O N E.

Me and Jess had lunch today, some good stuff, really spicey though, but yet, good. Now we are gonna work on our project and then we have religion class and then im meeting up with A for dinner. No gym for me today. Hahah. Here are some shoes and stuff i want from both Sweden and the US.

                                  

Soo, this is just part of the list from what i want...and i was thinking that i wouldent find that much. SUCKS! :-)

Some people have small problems at times and some people have big once, and they are all diffrent. My "Big" problem right now is all the stuff i need to get before i head of to the big town of S....even if its quit a while to go, i need to start planning and figuring out. Sooo, here comes a list of what i need and what i want to get, even though,suprisingly, most of it is need to get buys.

- Eye drops (Apoteket)
- Powder/Powder foundation  (Åhléns)
- Lip gloss (Åhléns) + Lip balm (Body Shop)
- Shirt for me (Gina Tricot)
- Gift for Chadly (H&M)
- Big make up bag for my shampoo and such (H&M)
- Traveling outfit?? (H&M)
- Purse (??)
- Mascara (Åhléns)

I might have forgot some things, but i will then for surley let you know. Now im showering and going to bed, tomorrow will be a loooong day.
(Here is todays outfit as well)

  Shirt - I dont even know    Skirt - H&M    Shoes - Belle   

It felt so good waking up this morning knowing that i dont have to worry about holding my speech, but yet now i hav eto worry about what grade i will get. I am hopin and i was aiming for a A/MVG, but who knows. I believe in me though, i have to, and i think that is what i will get.

Work is slow today, it is like when school is over with a sucky part at work comes, but i guess thats just the way it is. Im soooo excited for...yeah, cant tell you more then that. I guess i will just leave you with that im soo excited for something. SOOOO excited!

Did my MRI on my head today, good to get it over with, i have been really worried, and i still am, i jsut want to know what the problem is. What is wrong with me?

I also had lunch with my Grandmother today which was fun, i havent seen her for a while and it was just the two of us and it is always as good to just go out and have lunch, cath up on eachothers lifes. Time to get back to work.

This is what is left to do today;

- Going to the gym
- Look for some make up and a belt
- Go and get the tickets for the movie on saturday(dont know why they have to be picked up today though, just making Mom a favor!)
- Emailing C, J and...still waiting for your H. ;-) *wink wink*

Wooooork!

 This is what i did today! :-(

Here comes today's outfit. Without shoes and coat or anything, didnt have time! OppS!!

 
Purpelish blouse - Wet Seal
Wide jeans - The buckle

Again. Sittind and studying. But im soo sick of complaining about it, and im really sorry that i have. Tomorrow is the "big" day so im loosing my cool, but yet, it dosent feel all too bad. I just want to get it over with, sucks that she starred out with the toughest thing to do. But i will get over it, hopefully, depending on my grade...!!

We didnt start school til 09:40 this morning so i really did get to sleep in, which was what i needed, i didnt feel good at all last night and i still dont, but today it is a bit better, the worst part is i dont even know what it is because of. Buuuut, hopefully my doctor will get that figured out pretty soon. As long as i dont get too bad til when im flying over to my baby love i feel alright. And i really dont want to be sick on the flight over, but we will see how that goes.

I bought myself a new pair of shoes today, they are adorable, and i wish i had waited to buy the once i bought at first and i really really hope i will be more satisfies with the once i now just bought, we will see i guess. They are black too....i think im too scared to buy like brown ones cause my coat or one of them, is brown and...i dont know. Maybe later.

Now im gonna practice my speech again, then i will be back!! What are you up to tonight?
 A blurr like this is how it feels holding my speech!!

I have been at my Mom's and that is why there has been no updates on what i wore yesterday and today. But im at my Dd's again so here it comes.

My engslish speech is once again a devil in my head. GOSH! What can i do to get this freakin speech out of my mind? Actually i cant get it out of my mind cause i need to get it IN my mind, i need to be so sure of what im supposed to say that the paper...is just there. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

This sucks, like no other let me tell you, BIG TIME!!!

25 more minutes in school....what to do what to do?