Wishing upon a fallen star.
Baby girl.

Good or bad?
I guess i have really just had break ups where i in the end talk to the guys i have dated, in a weird and in some cases very complicated way we have found our way back, back to bering a part of eachothers life. Is that considerd a good break up then? Or is it bad because you want, and have,a person in your life who you either hurt or got hurt by?
Maybe there is no such thing as a good or a bad break up?
All the crazy things.
" Don't look at me like that, like you have seen me naked"
" At some point, you have to make a decisionBoundries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we are made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way to dangerous to cross"
" We're adults. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?"
Sometimes you just have to sit back and let things happen, and other times you need to pull yourself together and do what you have to do. Do what you want to do.
It's not all about you.
Is this really what it's all about?
Im just having fun.
This is fun. This is intresting. This could be heartbreaking, shocking, end up in plenty of drama...But in the end this is all about ME!
Today would be.
24th
1,5
18
That's what it would have been.
Memories.
A girl asked a boy if he thought she was cute
They boy said no
She asked if he wanted to be with her forever
The boy said no
And then she asked if he would cry if she left him
And once again, the boy said no
She figured she had heard enough by now and with tears running down her face she walked away, the boy grabbed her arm and said:
The boy said; I don't think you are cute I think you are beautiful
I don't want to be with you forever, I HAVE to be with you forever
I wouldn't cry if you left me, I would die

Well... just don't.
If there is something i hate, something truley and really bugs me, is when someone tell you that they will call, don't make plans cause i will call and i will let you know then when we can meet up... seriously, if you don't mean it don't say it. This is something i know that i do myself too, but i always try to at least send text saying i can't call right now i will try to call later, or something like that, and if i don't i feel bad about this for ages. Seriously, just dont tell me you will call and then dont...just don't.

Unbeliveble
Sweatpants, sweatshirt, a good movie, take-out and some good company would be a dream come true right now. It would be great.

Is that so...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NNZV2C5bpmA
" If i lay here, if i lay here, would you lay with me and just forget the world?"
" I miss the you that i know, i miss the me that I'm with you, I miss the us that we were"
How do you know?
How do we know? How can we tell?
It's time to step out of the shadow, step out of the past and focus on what's right now, on what the future has. Forget about what has been, especially the bad things, and liv elife to the fullest. Things goes wrong, you do things you regret but we have to be able to admit what we did, and that it was wrong, we should swallow our pride and be honest about things...we make mistakes, we all do, and i know i have, i know that every person i have in my life has and i think that a majority of them can admit that there is times when we need to realize what is at stake and sit down, think, analyze....and swollow the pride and be honest, if not for someone else...do it for you.
Hot girls and sport guys?



Girls just wanna have fun?
Sometimes...sometimes.

Really?
"Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep".
- Carl Sandburg
Weird things.
It's monday... feels like it was just friday, this weekend passed fast. Nothing speciall really happend, had a great night with some of my girls friday and then there has been plenty of studying, cleaning and just relaxing. I'm kinda freaking out about my english speech that im doing wed. night. I'm literally freaking out about it, i woke up last night swetting about it. WOW! Well, all i can do is my best, and i guess i wont quit the class, so i better just keep going. Wish me luck though!
I gotta get back to work!
I think so.
" I rather regret the things i have done, then the things i have not"
I agree.
Empty room.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=4K6cZGlcdxw&feature=related
Unbeliveble good.
The way it turned out is still a mystery"
Just another day.
Friday night was a great night with lots of laughter and craziness... Saturday was nothing but school work and plenty of ice hockey, which is pretty much a good day, a quite day.... i guess i did some damage at the mall with my step dad too, gotta stay up at the top now, cant just give that up too. And today? Well, there will be soma dangerous studying, cleaning the apartment, working out and meeting up with some loved ones. A great day that is.
A friend said this qoute to me this weekend... a qoute that really got stuck with me:
I probably couldent agree more... I guess we missed out on that.
How are you people doing?
Back to basics.
I have decided to write in english after all, it's easier for me to write in, i get more thoughts and feelings out of my system writing it in english. So it's back to basics....maybe. There will be posts in english and some in swedish til i have made my mind up again.
Last night was nothing but fun, since valentine's day is my Bonus dad's birthday i took him and my brother out for dinner, my mom was gone for some work thing. We had a blast and some really good food. It's nice to just go out and eat and talk about things, without anyone having to worry about cooking, doing the dishes or set the table. I hope the other two in my company enjoyed it as much as i did... but i think they did. I hope all of you out there had a good night and that you spent some time with the people that really does mean something to you.
Det är lustigt.
Kelly Clarksson - Never again
Chris Brown - With you
Heart - Alone
Heart - I didn't want to need you
No you hang up - Shayne Ward
Rihanna - Don't stop the music
Cascada .- What hurts the most
Cascada - Everytime we touch (Slow version)
Alicia Keys - No one
Akon ft. Micheal Jackson - Wanna be starting...
Seal - Amazing
Dixie Chicks - Not ready to make nice
Journey - Don't stop believing
Well, ibland är det så att musik är en del i ens läkande. Det här är lite av min playlist just nu... Worth downloading i'm telling you!
Valentines day!
Happy V-day!
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Have a great valentines day, take care of the people you love, just not today but every day, do it because you every day counts and because there is no one else like that/those people. Make every day count. I have never been a big fan of valentines day, but last year was the best ever in my life, not alot could top what i got and who i spent it with. Things changes. Have a great day.
Att vara eller inte vara?
Det kommer antagligen att se konstigt ut och känns konstigt för er att läs amin blogg på svenska, och det känns ännu konstigare för mig att skriva på svenska, det kan bli så att jag pendlar mellan svenska och engelska...beroende på vad jag skriver om osv. Hoppas att det är okej.
Solen skiner, fåglarna kvittrar, det är klarblå himmel och snart är det lunch. Sätta på sig hatten var det va(och leendet!?)... Time to go.
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Jag kommer från och med nu skriva på svenska i min blogg, det kommer antagligen att finnas med en del engelska ord, citat och liknande, men jag har inte längre någon anledning att skriva på engelska. Om det är så att jag vill skriva på engelska så kommer jag nog att byta blogg adress helt och vill ni då veta den adressen så får ni fråga efter den i kommerntar fältet, men i will let you know! :-)
Translation
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I will NOT be writing in english anymore in here, the main reason I did was because i wanted Chad and i to have another way to communicate, and another way for him to know what i was doin, what i had been up to and such, but since time has changed i have decided to keep my blog but to write in Swedish. Of curse there will be times when there will be qoutes and such in english, songs and maybe even a few notes here and there, but the main language will be Swedish. There will be no things written in swedish that i would not be able to tell or already had told the people concerned. Have a good one!
Post it with love.

Nothing to do.
I never did anything to hurt you, I never wrote anything to tell you what to do or not to do. I'm not a part of your life right now and i have no saying. I never meant for you or anyone else to think that you were a bad boyfriend, you were the best there is, thorugh good and bad, whatever it might have been you were there even if we were oceans apart no one was there for me like you were... if you would have been a bad boyfriend letting go wouldent have been hard, it wouldent hurt this much and it wouldent even matter. It matters, you matter, it hurts, it's hard to let you go when i dont want to, but im letting you go cause thats what you want me to do, im letting go cause you see nothing for us. I'm letting you go because i have to not because i want to, i'm letting you go because you want me to. So all i'm doing right now i'm doing for you, even though you might not think so. I want you to be happy, i want to be happy too, but i think our happy is diffrent happy. I just want us in the future to be happy with one another, whatever relationship that might be. I would give you the world if i could and all that you wanted. Maybe i should just let you go so that there is an opening for us in the future, so that i can keep you in my life, so that i can get you back in my life later on...so what we had isn't destroyed by us at this point. I'm letting you go.
I have.
"I have hope for you, that you are and will be happy. I have hope for me, that i will be happy and i have hope for us, that one day it can be us again, either as friends or as lovers. I have hope. "
It's a fact.
Game over.
You lost, you lost me.
Seems like I'm not the only one.
All i want to do is to call you, all i want to know is how you are doing, how is your knees, how did basketball go, how is school going... I just want to know. I just want you. But someone needs to make me understand.
I just wish... I just wish i would know....
Did you ever thin about...
"Love floods us with hope"
"When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."
For the future.
"You say in the future. The future is long ways away for me. Give me my future now. Give what you call the future now. "
"When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened."
Either i will let it happen or i will make it happen. Just watch me.
Dreaming of you..
I woke up this morning...i woke up from a dream, a dream about you, about me and about the us we just to be.
All i can do....
I have done, i have told you everything, i have told you that you have my heart and if you dont want me, there will always be a part missing... i could fly over, would you want me if i got there?
Just tell me...
Do you even love me?
Love like there is no tomorrow? Never again.
I just loved you too much to ever think this would happen to us. And there is nothing i can do...
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
You just broke my heart.
You just broke my heart.

Changes.
Get my own apartment? I guess that would be a change, and something new. How about it? Well, i guess i will at least think about it...and as everything else, time will tell. Ohh how i hope things will tell.
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When times gets rough.

Believe.
What's meant to be will happen sooner or later, you just have to believe.
I believe
Whats going on?
"Take time to be sure, but be sure not to take too much time."
"Tomorrow isn't a promise, it's a chance."
I like all of these quetes but the one that truley made my stop and read it again is this one:
"Love eventually grows if you allow time to play its part."
7 truths...about me?
- I sleep with more then one cover(täcke), even during the summer
- I'm deadly honest at times, if people ask for my oppinon they will get it straight out, some things should be kept to myself
- I turn of my heart and feelings when things are rough, but things looks good to the people around me atleast
- I don't like to drink and when it happens it's champagne at a special occasion, or like vise
- I'm stubborn to a degree where it at times hurts me more then doesn any good.
- Still talk to the guys that has hurt me in the past, which i shoulden't. Atleast not some of them.
- Diamonds, gold and espacially together is a huge weekness or maybe i should say... true love?
Well people, there you go some new(?) things you didnt know about me, or if you did and you know them "too" well, laugh at them :-)
Enjoy your evening.
